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2012-01-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

I just bought an album. It's Westlife. Well, I grew up with their songs. I grew up knowing them, BSB, Britney Spears and Hilary Duff. I know nothing about this Kpop, absolutely nothing. But what happened now? I know nothing about the European artists, I know nothing about them. Okay, not that noob, I do know, but I'm not that familiar with them anymore. A little dongsaeng of mine just had to remind me that Hilary Duff is married. I mean, how old could that make me? She's married, while I knew her when she was a kid. I mean, great, I'm too old now. I do feel old.

I just wish time will never flies. I miss the old times. I miss my childhood times. I miss being a little kid. I know nothing about life. I don't have to stress about anything. I don't have to give my best with people expecting me to do the best. I don't feel pressured. I feel just happy. Without anything bothering me. I miss that. I don't have to wake up early in the morning and get ready for college. I can sleep, as long as I wanted. Sigh.

So, college has started last week. I had full classes on Wednesday, which is 9 hours of classes and less than 2 hours of break. Sobs. What a life. I collected the text books and maan, I do feel older. I even got juniors! Yes, by 1 semester but still, I got juniors. But don't mind that, I got to meet lots of Koreans... again. The only thing why I love the college. Well, I love other things too, but the fact that there are lots of Koreans there, it makes me more, happy! Lol.

First day went well. All three days to be honest. So, I'll be taking 5 subjects, 4 of them are core subjects of ACCA. I have to struggle and do the best for this. Financial accounting, Management accounting, Audit and Taxation! Oh great. Taxation is interesting, we'll see about Audit. I wish Financial Accounting will be waay better cause I kind of dropped before. And yes, Management Accounting/Costing, please be good. I beg you. It's like, you're the only paper that I can get high marks. I mean, seriously. I can only get 80++ for Costing though. Hee.

I guess that's all that I can say now. I'm out of words. I don't really know what else to say now. Lol. Goodbyee

2nd January 2012

2012-01-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

It's January 2 now. This just means that it's been 6 years since I first met my friends in high school. The first day that I entered the school. The first time I met my new friends, who turned out to be my best friends for 6 years.

Some might just say, 6 years is nothing. It's not even that long. But no, I can't say that. You might say 6 years are short, not long enough if you stayed with your bestfriend all of the time. Sticking to them by their side all of the time. But it's different for me. One of my best friend, left me in 2007, it's been 5 years now. We don't meet each other that often like others did. We got to meet during her holidays only. We didn't have the late night phone calls at all. We just stayed strong and believed in each other for 5 years. How would you say that it's a short period? I can actually count the time when we actually got to meet with each other. Not that much as others.

I might treat them differently. They can actually see that I guess. I treat one of them with lots of care, I tried my hardest not to break her heart, while the other one, I keep on letting her down. I know I'm that bad. I've changed, I've changed since the year 2006. I'm not the same Amni. And yet, they changed too. But I'm holding tight to this friendship because deep in my heart, I know, no matter how much we changed, they are still my best friends. I treat one of them badly, but that's because I know she can hold it. I know she can endure all of that from me. I treat the other one nicely, because I know she's that fragile. I'm afraid she might got hurt. I'm biased, tell me that, but still, I can't help it. I'm still a human being.

I know there are times when one of them asks me to go out with them, I keep on letting her down. I keep on saying no. Well, though it's because I'm busy, but yet, I do feel guilty. You may think that I don't want to be your friends anymore, you might think that I'm not a good friend, well, I do realized I am not a good friend. But when the time comes, when you need help, I know you realized that I was there for you. Even though you don't have that much attention from me anymore, though the distance between us are getting farther from each other, you have to know that you'll be my best friend. Even though there are times that I'm sick with your attitude, there are times when I'm pissed off with you, but you should know that you never left my heart. You're always there, as my best friend. I am not good with words in front of you, so when we meet tomorrow, don't expect me to tell you I love you and stuffs, you know I won't unless I'm in the mood of being a bit clingy to you. I love you, you should know that, Nuzul.

And the other one, I just wished she's here all of the time with me. I wish I was there when she was going through the hard times. I can't imagine her being alone in Australia, without her family. All by herself. There are times when I wish I would just appear in front of her door, and tell her everything will be okay. Well, most probably when she's having problem with that particular person. Though she breaks my heart, though I was mad at her before for some reason, you should know that I still love you. No matter what. Though I might sound so overprotective towards you, you should remember that I'm doing this for the best of you. I still remember the time when you asked me to treat him nicely, well, I tried. Though he's not talking to me, I tried my hardest not to do bad things or anything when he's around. You should know that. Of course I want to see you happy, all of the time. Seeing my best friend cry over a guy is just frustrating. I wish we'll always be this strong together, I wish 5 years apart from each other will never be a problem to both of us. We make it for the past 5 years, and let's make it for the rest of our lives. I love you, Shabihah.

I am not saying I'm the best, but I am trying my hardest to be one. I wish I can be one. I'm not the old Amni, I changed a lot, and yet everyone changed. I tried to accept the new you, and please accept the new Amni too. I wish our friendship will never grow old, I wish you guys know I'll be there whenever you need me. Though there are times when I ignored you, you should know I'm always there for help. I love you guys, so freaking much. I love you guys equally much.

Last Day of 2011

2011-12-31T10:03:00.000+08:00

Welcome back Amni! At last, I'm finally here, updating some news from me. And I guess it's not going to be about Super Junior or Kpop, at least I hope so O_O So everyone, what's today's date? Yes, that's right, it's December 31 2011! Oh my god, it's the last day of 2011. By midnight, we'll be entering a new year, a new world.

I'm not that eager to celebrate this 2012 to be honest. I don't feel like leaving this 2011. There's just too much sweet moments but yet, the most tragic thing happened in my life too this year. The day when someone I love left the world. Hmph.

So, I guess I'll recall what happened to me during 2011.
The bad thing
- I can only think of one thing and it was grandma's death.
- Oh, and the time when I was supposed to go to SS3 Malaysia but mom already had a plan for me so in the end I spent the crappy night with my mom at an event -_- So boring. I still bring this issue up cause still feeling irritated at mom LOL

The good thing
- Hari Belia Negara, Super Junior M on May 28 2011. The first time I met my husbands, without Sihae though. Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Henry, Zhoumi!
- MOA 2011 in KL on December 3 2011. The first time I met the rest of my husbands, and we're not that far from the stage. Kyaaa >.<
- I got my license
- I wrote fanfics! Lol. It's been my wish since before but now, at last I did that :p

Okay I don't know. The best thing will always be when it comes to Super Junior. Talking about the oppas, I wish them to lead a very good life. I wish there'll be SS4 Malaysia, I wish there'll be SNSD concert in Malaysia too. But yes, I look forward for SS4 Malaysia the most. Please come oppa, and please don't clash with my schedules. I can't bear it if I can't attend this T_T

Anywaaaaay, to all of you, hope you'll enjoy this 2012! Please lead a great life! :D

I'm 18 But I Act Like I'm 17

2011-12-21T09:22:00.000+08:00

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry (Not that many times, but yeah)
[ ] You can vote in an election (A few more years to go)
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics is interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself (But never got the chance to -__- )
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You study even when you don't have to
[x] You have had washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have traveled overseas for more than 5 times
[ ] You make your bed in the morning
[ ] You realized people of the opposite sex might just make better friends.
TOTAL: 17

Repost this with the subject as: I'm (how old you are) but I act like I'm (what you got on the test)

Another K-Pop Survey

2011-12-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

01. Who was the first Korean band you heard?

It was SS501 when I was 15 I guess. Three years ago.

02. Who's the most recent Korean band you've heard?

AA. Well, there's more. But their song just caught my attention. Hehe.

03. Who's your favorite Korean band?

Super Junior. I am head over heels for this group.

04. Name 6 other bands you like:

SNSD, B1A4, SHINee, T-ara, Secret, B2ST

05. Are you a fangirl/boy?

A proud fangirl! :D

06. If yes, of who?

Super Junior, SNSD and B1A4. But more likely to be an ELF :D

07. Do you learn the dances?

Well, some of them. But I don't really try that hard. Lol. I'm more into memorizing their lyrics.

08. Do you like Super Junior?

It's not like, it's more to, I LOVE them so freaking much!

09. What's your favourite SuJu song?

All, I can never decide which one is my favorite.

10. Do you like hip hop groups or non hip hop?

Depends. I think both.

11. What's the first Korean song you heard?

I Think I, the one that was an OST from the drama Full House.

12. What's the last song you heard?

Miracle - Super Junior

13. Have you ever been to any Korean concerts?

Yes. 2AM's mini concert, SJ-M Concert in Putrajaya and MOA 2011 in KL. I think that's all.

14. What would you do if you saw any Korean idol walking down the street in your town?

What do you expect me to do? Obviously I'll scream like mad and go to them say hello and take picture together.

15. Which K-Idol are you most in love/lust with?

Each member from Super Junior, and Tiffany from SNSD.

16. Which three idols would you most love to meet in person (dead or alive)?

Donghae, Tiffany, Super Junior.

17.Three things you would like to say to/ask them?

Oppa, I love you so much. Please take care of your health and be happy always. Can I hug youu? :D

18. Which three idols can you relate to most?

I'm not even sure -___-"

19. Which three Korean songs do you constantly replay?

Let's Not - Super Junior KRY | 7 Years Of Love - Kyuhyun | In My Dream - Super Junior KRY

20. Do you have any idols as your background?

Background? On laptop? Er, no because my laptop is Windows 7 Starter, so yeah, can't have background. FML

21. Which idol would you most like to get fashion/makeup advice from?

Tiffany. I adore her style so much, and her make up, it's just simple yet beautiful.

22. Do you read K-Idol fan fiction?

That's a MUST! I have to read it everyday. Especially Haefany's fanfic. Heheh.

23. What is your favourite K-Idol related dream?

I can't remember cause I'm not that one person who remembers her dream when she wakes up.

24. How many Korean MP3s do you have?

Are you seriously asking me this? I don't know, approx 500 songs? My phone is seriously full of Kpop songs -__-"

25. And, finally, if you could sleep with any three idols, who would they be?

HAHAHAHAHA. Donghae, Kyuhyun and Ryeowook. Lol. Okay, I'm just being so random cause Haewook are my top bias and Kyu just somehow took my heart away nowadays. Lol

Unfair

2011-12-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

So, this thing just kind of popped into my mind. For no reason. I think, no, it's not what I think, it's the reality, I know I'm being unfair to some people. I took people for granted. It breaks my heart though. It's not that I planned this. I never thought of this thing, but it just came to me today. I wonder, how many hearts have I break for all this time? How many times I really make someone feel distance from me. I am feeling bad for myself right now.

I don't know why, I just treat people differently. I don't know why, I swear. There are some people, whom I know will always stay by my side, treat me well, never get mad at me, and always try to make me happy. And what I did to them was, I kind of disappoint them. I know I am. I treat them the other way round. And I treat people nicely, when I don't even think they care about my feelings. This ain't good. I am blowing people away from me and putting hopes on people whom I know, never ever care about my feelings.

So here I am right now, apologizing to each of you. If I've ever hurt your feelings by the way I treat you. I thought it was okay, I thought. But I was wrong. I don't know if I can change myself, it's like automatically. When I see you, I'll feel like treating you the way I like. I'm mean. Put the blame on me. I just thought that maybe, maybe you can endure all of that. I just never care, I'm just that bad.

This even happens to my best friend. Yes, I have my own best friends but I don't know. I don't treat them equally. Some, I just ignore them. But still I care for them, I still love them. And some, I try my hardest to treat them well, not breaking their heart. Why. I hate myself now. Why can't I just treat someone fairly and equally? Oh, if you're thinking I don't love them equally, that is wrong. It's just that, the way I treat them. I love my bestfriends equally. I love them in my own way. But, urgh.

I'm sorry. I really am. I don't deserve the best from you guys. I might be unfair in treating you guys, but please know that I do love you guys. As long as I talk to you guys, that means you guys are important to me. Please, forgive me for my mistake.

Get To Know Yourself

2011-12-18T19:49:00.000+08:00

-Girlish--
[X] I like at least one shade of pink
[X] I don't like being messy
[ ] My belongings are organized
[ ] I don't like rock music
[ ] I like wearing accessories
[ ] Bright colors amaze me
[ ] I hate black
[ ] I go to the salon once a week
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time
[X] I bring my phone with me

TOTAL: 3

--Boyish--
[ ] I like wearing baggy pants
[ ] I play video games
[ ] I like Akon
[X] I like wearing jackets with hoods
[X] I'm too lazy to do chores
[ ] I don't like shopping unless it's for me
[X] I would go bungee jumping
[ ] I like being sweaty
[ ] I'm a fan of marvel heroes
[ ] I always wear perfume/cologne

TOTAL: 3

--Nerdy--
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket
[ ] I enjoy studying
[X] I wear glasses
[ ] I'm a straight-A student (Once, so I'm not saying I'm one then)
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in
[X] One of my favorite subject is science
[ ] I like reading mystery books
[X] My assignments are passed up on time

TOTAL: 3

--Emo--
[X] I am crazy about the color black [ Most of my clothes are black or white ]
[ ] I sit at the corner
[ ] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[ ] I like heavy metal rock music
[X] I have a lot of problems in my life
[ ] I don't talk much
[ ] I don't have that many friends
[ ] I barely have fun
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends

TOTAL: 2

--Childish--
[X] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes
[ ] I sleep with a stuff toy/pillow
[X] I watch cartoons
[X] I love to invent words only I understand
[X] I sleep with a night light
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters
[ ] I like being with my family relatives
[ ] I take bubble baths
[ ] I like Spongebob!

Total: 4

I'm 30% Girlish, 30% Boyish, 30% Nerdy, 20% Emo & 40% Childish!!

Multiply each score by 10 & re-post as I'm __% Girlish, __% Boyish, __% Nerdy, __% Emo & __% Childish!!

My Price

2011-12-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

Put an X for the ones that apply to you, and add up the total as you go along.

Natural Hair Color:
[ ]Redhead – $80
[ ]Brunette – $75
[ ]Blonde – $50
[x]Black – $15
[ ]Bald – $5
[ ]other-$0

Total So Far: $15

Eye Color:
[ ]Blue – $100
[ ]Green – $75
[x]Brown – $50
[]Hazel – $25
[ ]Other – $15

Total So Far: $65

Height:
[ ]Over 7′ – $200
[ ]6’8? to 7′ – $175
[ ]6’0? to 6’7? – $150
[]5’5? to 5’11? – $75
[x]5’0? to 5’4? – $45
[ ]Under 5′ – $25

Total So Far: $110

Age:
[ ]30 to 40 – $100
[ ]25 to 30 – $75
[ ]20 to 25 – $50
[ ]18 to 20 – $25
[x]0 to 18 – $15
Total So Far: $125

Current Education:
[ ]PhD – $500
[ ]Masters – $450
[ ]Business Owner – $800
[ ]Bachelors – $400
[ ]Associates – $350
[x]In College – $300
[ ]High School Graduate – $250
[ ]In High School – $200
[ ]High School Dropout – $100
[ ]Jr. High – $50
[ ]What is School – $Bankrupt$

Total So Far: $425

Birth Order:
[ ]Twins or more than twins – $300
[x]Only Child – $250
[ ]First Born – $200
[ ]second born-$150
[ ]Middle Child – $100
[ ] last Born – $50
[ ]Other – $40

Total So Far: $675

Drink?
[x]Never – $300
[ ]Only once – $250
[ ]Sometimes – $200
[ ]Every other week – $150
[ ]Every other day – $50
[ ]Once a day – $15

Total So Far: $975

Vision?
[ ] No correction $75
[x] Glasses $50
[x] Contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction $10

Total So Far: $1050

Car Color:
[ ]Gold – $525
[ ]Blue – $500
[ ]White – $475
[ ]Black – $450
[ ]Red – $400
[ ]Maroon – $400
[ ]Green- $350
[x]Silver – $300
[ ]Purple- $250
[ ]Metallic – $200
[ ]Yellow – $100
[ ]Primer – $75
[ ]Rusted – $15
[ ]No Car – $5

Total So Far: $1350

Shoe Size:
[ ]13+ – $300
[ ]11 to 12 – $200
[x]8 to 10 – $100
[ ]Under 7 – $50

Total So Far: $1450

Room Color:
[ ]Black – $500
[ ]Blue – $475 (old room is blue)
[ ]Brown – $450
[ ]Purple – $425
[ ]White – $400
[ ]Green – $350
[ ]Orange – $300
[ ]Yellow – $200
[x]Pink – $100
[ ]Other – $ 50

Total: $1550

Super Junior - Snow White

2011-12-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

I wish they'll release one in Korean version. Like seriously! This is so sweet and I can't even kya kya. The rhythm, their voices, I'm melting right now.

[Romaji Lyrics]

[ALL]
I'll keep on feelin' everytime
Kokoro ni wa kimigairu
Baby don't cry it's all right now
Futari de itai yo

I'll keep on dreamin' everytime
I know i'll just find your love
Dakiatta ude no naka de
Bokuraha tada hitotsu ni natte

[SUNGMIN]
Daremoinai yuki no hodo o de
Iki ga shiroi hanabira ni naru
[RYEOWOOK]
Kimi note no hi ra sotto
Nigirishime teru poketto
[DONGHAE]
Kokoro ga yukkuri
Atatakaku naru nda
[KYUHYUN]
Samishi sa ga futari tameshita garu
Ai ga dore dake fukai mono ka
[SHINDONG]
Namida no bun dake shiawase ni naru yo

[ALL]
So o shinji e teru
I'll keep on feelin' everytime
Kokoro ni wa kimigairu
Baby don't cry it's all right now
Futari de itai yo

I'll keep on dreamin' every time
I know i'll just find your love
Dakiatta yuki no naka de
Bokuraha tada hikari ni natte

Ah Ah… Ah Ah…
Ah Ah… Ah Ah…
I know i'll just find something

[YESUNG]
Hito wa min'na ieji o isogu
Toki wa doko e negai o hakobu
[EUNHYUK]
Tatta ichi byo mo kitto
Kamisama kara no purezento
[LEETEUK]
Bokura no mirai no
Hajimari ni iru nda
[DONGHAE]
Kono sakini nani ga aru totatte
Yume wa honto no kotae ni naru
[SUNGMIN]
Daiji ni omoeru kimigairu koto ga
Boku no chikara sa

[ALL]
I'll keep on feelin' everytime
Kokoro ni wa kimigairu
Baby don't cry it's all right now
Futari de itai yo

I'll keep on dreamin' every time
I know i'll just find your love
Dakiatta ude no naka de
Bokuraha tada hitotsu ni natte

[KYUHYUN]
Nukumori wa kanashimi mo
Iyashite kurerudarou
[YESUNG]
Boku no soba o hanarenaide
Ireba i sa
[RYEOWOOK]
Kimi gasuki dakara

[ALL]
I'll keep on feelin' everytime
Kokoro ni wa kimigairu
Baby don't cry it's all right now
Futari de itai yo

I'll keep on dreamin' everytime
I know i'll just find your love
Dakiatta yuki no naka de
Bokuraha tada hikari ni natte

Ah Ah… Ah Ah…
Ah Ah… Ah Ah…
I know i'll just find something
Ah Ah… Ah Ah…
Ah Ah… Ah Ah…
Kimidake o mamotte yuku yo

[English Translation]

I'll keep on feelin' everytime

You are in my heart

Baby Don't cry it's all right

I want it to be the two of us

I'll keep on dreamin' everytime

I know I'll just find your love

As we embraced each other in our arms

We became one

There is no one by the snowy sidewalk

Our breaths became pure white petals

Your hands softly clenched in your pockets

Slowly warming up my heart

Two lonely people wanted to test

Just how profoud love is

Only by my tears shall I be happy

And that is what I believe so

I'll keep on feelin' everytime

You are in my heart

Baby don't cry it's all right now

I want it to be the two of us

I'll keep on dreamin' everytime

I know I'll just find your love

As we embraced each other amidst the snow

We became one

Ah Ah… I know I'll just find something

Everyone hurries home

Where does time carry our hopes?

Because surely, in a single second

The present from God

Our future will start

I wonder what lies ahead of us?

Our dream will become the real answer

This valuable feeling of you being here

Is my strength you see

I'll keep on feelin' everytime

You're in my heart

Baby don't cry, it's all right now

I want us to be together

I'll keep on dreamin' everytime

I know I'll just find your love

As we embraced each other in our arms

We became one

Warmth is also sorrow

Which can heal you.

Do not leave my side.

If you can do that, then that’s enough

Because I love you

I'll keep on feelin' everytime

You're in my heart

Baby don't cry, it's all right now

I want us to be together

I'll keep on dreamin' everytime

I know I'll just find your love

As we embraced each other amidst the snow

We became the light

Ah Ah…I know I'll just find your love

Ah Ah…I will protect only you

English lyrics taken from here
English lyrics, beruichi@lj

Via: worldwideelfs.wordpress.com

Credit: theKyuJyu @ YT

Shared by: hyukjade (www.sup3rjunior.wordpress.com)

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Romaji lyrics taken from here
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I just edited the romaji lyrics with their names.

Good Friends - Super Junior

2011-12-06T09:57:00.001+08:00

I would say this one is one of the sweetest song dedicated to a friend. It sounds fun, the rhythm and all, but as you can see, towards the end, the lyrics are quite... sad. Yea, even if it's just a few lines but yea, that kind of breaks my heart. It's not only for Super Junior, it's for everyone, in friendship. It's like, there will be this one time where eventually we will have to say goodbye to each other. Hmph. It's sad. I almost cried when I listened to that lyrics. Lol, yes, I almost cried, despite the upbeat rhythm haha.

[Donghae] ginjang haetdeon cheotnal nan ahmu mal mothaetji

[Kyuhyun] eereoke uri manheun nal hamgge halji

[Leeteuk] geuddaen jeongmal molrasseo

[All] eoneusae urin

[Kyuhyun] putnaegi yeosseotji heo sedo ddeolreosseotji

[Ryeowook] eereoke uri seororeul alragalji

[Sungmin] geuddaen jeongmal molrasseo

[All] eoneusae urin

[All] nanun ge manhjanah Oh- Oh- heulrin ddam nunmul bimil

miwohaetdeon siganggaji nan saranghalsu itgesseo eoneusae urin

[Yesung] ddeolreojil su eobseo

[Shindong] bogopeul geoya

[Sungmin] geuri-ul geoya

[Eunhyuk] I love my friends

[Kyuhyun] itji mothal geoya

[Donghae] nal anajwo

[Ryeowook] nal itjima

[Yesung] byeonhajima

[Siwon] eolguldo bulhyeotji da pogihal bbeon haetji

[Yesung] hajiman uri soneul notji anhasseo

[Sungmin] geu ddaen jeongmal gomawosseo

[All] eoneusae urin eoneusae urin

[All] nanun ge manhjanah Oh- Oh- heulrin ddam nunmul bimil

miwohaetdeon siganggaji nan saranghalsu itgesseo

[All] eonjenga urin

[Yesung] eebyeoreul hagetji Oh- Oh-

[Ryeowook] mot bolsudo itgetji

[Kyuhyun] geuddaen uri chueok him-ee dwelgga dashi mannal ddaeggaji

[All] eonjenga urin

nanananananananananananananananananananana~

eoneusae urin

[Shindong] ddeolreojil su eobseo

[Ryeowook] bogopeul geoya

[Kyuhyun] geuri-ul geoya

[Leeteuk] I love my friends

[Donghae] itji mothal geoya

[Eunhyuk] nal anajwo

[Siwon] nal itjima

[Heechul] neol saranghae

Translation

[Donghae] On that tense first day, I couldn’t say anything

[Kyuhyun] At that time I really had no idea

[Leeteuk] That we’d spend so many days together like this

[All] Before we knew it

[Kyuhyun] I was such a beginner, I was showing off

[Ryeowook] At that time I really had no idea

[Sungmin] That we’d come to know each other so well

[All] Before we knew it

[All] We’ve shared so much oh~ oh~ dripping sweat, tears, secrets

I’ll always love everything, even the times we hated each other

Before we knew it

[Yesung] We can’t grow apart

[Shindong] I’ll miss seeing you

[Sungmin] I’ll miss you

[Eunhyuk] I love my friends

[Kyuhyun] I won’t forget

[Donghae] Give me a hug

[Ryeowook] Don’t forget me

[Yesung] Don’t change

[Siwon] I blushed, I almost gave up on all of it

[Yesung] But we never let go of each others hands

[Sungmin] I was so grateful then

[All] Before we knew it, before we knew it

[All] We’ve shared so much oh~ oh~ dripping sweat, tears, secrets

I’ll always love everything, even the times we hated each other

[All] One day

[Yesung] We’ll have to say goodbye, oh~ oh~

[Ryeowook] We might not even be able to see each other

[Kyuhyun] At that time I’ll gain strength from my memories, until we meet again

[All] One day

nanananananananananananananananananananana~

Before we knew it

[Shindong] We can’t grow apart

[Ryeowook] I’ll miss seeing you

[Kyuhyun] I’ll miss you

[Leeteuk] I love my friends

[Donghae] I won’t forget

[Eunhyuk] Give me a hug

[Siwon] Don’t forget me

[Heechul] I love you

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MOA Malaysia - Memories

2011-12-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

This is the fancam by me. Sorry for the bad quality. I mean bad, it's really bad. It's not clear, not in HD obviously, and it's shaky. Got some heads and all. But this is one of the best fancam that I took that night. Others was worse and more blurry and all. God so many heads for god's sake. I forgot that I paid for the VIP seat for RM500 just to see their heads and banners and some holding out their albums -__-" I just wish they'll think about others because we want to enjoy the show too! I had to climb and stand on the chair to watch them, well, everyone from my row did the same or else we'll just going to see the albums -___-" Oh yeah, sorry for the shrieking and all too. Sorry really sorry. I don't know whether it's from me or from someone from my row haha. But the one screaming for Donghae was either me or that one girl beside me. Yeah, just the two of us -_-

So yeah, just enjoy this. Haha. Sorry for the long foreword :p

Survey

2011-12-05T11:46:00.000+08:00

I found this on AFF from this username called Sapphiredream. So yeah, if you feel like doing it too, just do it! I'm too bored, well, the fact that I have my finals tomorrow doesn't scare me enough. FML

Just bold the one that suits with you. That's all :p

I am shorter than 5’4.

I think I’m ugly sometimes.

I tan easily.

I have a bad memory.

I wish my hair was a different color.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

I have/had braces.

I wear glasses. (And contacts.)

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I've been told I'm attractive by a stranger.

I have more than 2 piercings.

I have piercing in places besides my ears.

I have freckles.

I've been kicked out of the house.

I have a sibling less than six years old.

I want to have kids someday.

I’m in school.

I have a job.

I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.

I almost always do/did my homework.

I drift off a lot.

I have big dreams.

I've missed a week or more of school.

I failed more than 1 class last year.

I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.

I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.

I think of stupid things to do.

I was born with a disease/impairment/disorder.

I’ve gotten stitches.

I’ve broken a bone.

I’ve had my tonsils removed.

I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.

I’ve gotten a ride with someone I don’t know.

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve wished on a shooting star.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve been to a casino.

I’ve been skydiving.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve gone skinny dipping.

I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

I’ve had dry rum shots.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve been in a play.

I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern lights.

I've sat on a roof top at night.

I've played chicken fight.

I’ve played a prank on someone.

I’ve ridden in a taxi.

People have only liked me because of my looks.

I’ve been used a lot.

I’ve gone on a blind date.

I’ve used someone else.

I've broken someone's heart.

I miss someone right now.

I know someone who has committed suicide.

I have a fear of abandonment.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.

I’ve had a crush on a teacher.

I am a cuddler.

I’ve kissed/pecked a boy.

I’ve kissed/pecked a girl.

I’ve kissed more than one girl.

I’ve been kissed in the rain.

I’ve hugged a stranger.

I have kissed a stranger.

I've been called a slut.

I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out of my house.

I am keeping a secret from the world.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve been suspended from school.

I’ve witnessed a crime.

I’ve had people who wanted to bash me.

I’ve been arrested.

I’ve helped a friend who has passed out from alcohol.

I regularly smoke cigarettes.

I’ve tried smoking cigarettes.

I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.

I’ve eaten shrooms.

I’ve popped E.

I’ve inhaled Nitrous.

I’ve done hard drugs.

I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.

I have at one stage in my life been diagnosed with depression.

I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.

I shut others out when I’m depressed.

I take anti-depressants.

I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.

I’ve hurt myself on purpose.

I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.

I hate funerals.

I miss someone who I know isn't coming back.

I've seen someone dying.

Someone close to me has committed suicide.

I’ve planned my own suicide.

I’ve attempted suicide.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own an iPod or MP3 player.

I regret a lot of things I’ve done in my lifetime.

MOA Malaysia

2011-12-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

MOA in live in Malaysia was held yesterday, December 3 at Stadium MBPJ. It was sooo fun. Yes, obviously. I enjoyed the show though it was only for 2 hours, but what can I say is, it's worth it!

WARNING : This is going to be long so it's up to you whether you want to read it or not. Mind my grammar and all cause I don't even have the time to check back all of this. Thanks!

So, I arrived at the stadium at around 2.00PM due to a hectic traffic jam. So yeah, we would've arrive earlier. But to be honest, I should've go a bit later than that but I can't cause I was with Nuzul and she is the project manager for MYB1A4 and she had to come earlier for those who bought tickets with them and what else. Haha. So yea, arrived at around 2.00PM and not so long after that, B1A4 started their rehearsal. Kind of enjoying our time with the rehearsal and stuffs. So we waited and wait until we heard some fans screaming like mad and I saw about 3-4 vans passed us by. In the first van was some security guard or bodyguards waving at us. Yea, as if they're the artist. Others already went crazy and run to the vans and I was right there sitting and looking at the van. I just stand up to see them. And take note there I was the only person standing there cause everyone else already went to the vans and all. So then the first van passed by with all that security, and the second van came! Oh my god. I saw someone in orange sticking out his head and waved at us. I was quite blur at first, I was just looking at him and waved back. He saw me because he looked straight and me, and yea because I was the only one standing I guess. Haha. And, right after the van passed by, I... Just realized... It was Jinyoung! OH MY GOD. My bias in B1A4 and I waved and him and he waved back oh my god how cool is that?!

So we continued to wait and all, and Nisa and her friend Lilia. They are sooo fun. One of the best ELF and they're just soooo bright and happy and all. They even showed me a picture of their friend who look like Hyuk & Donghae. Well, they're just so damn true. Soooo alike. Anyway, next was we waited for hours for them to open the freaking gate. Yes, they promised us that we can enter at 5.30PM, but it turned out to be 6.30PM and I was quite pissed at that time. Haha. I almost passed out because I wasn't feeling well afterall yesterday! So yeah.

I got to my seat and it's already 7.00PM! It was dark and no, not really because it's night, but more to because it was going to rain! Yea, freaking because our god of rain is finally here -_-" So there was this one guy who performed this one chinese song though I never heard of it, I just swayed to the music. Lol. Oh, yea, I forgot to tell you guys, you know what, the first thing I realized when I entered the stadium? SAPPHIRE BLUE OCEAN! Oh my god, I tried to take some pics with my phone and camera but it turned out so blury and shaky so yeah, nevermind. You guys can actually imagine it! And then, ehm, what else, okay done with the guy singing that one song. And oh jyeah, the show started at around 7.30PM!

It started with Miss A! Oh my, Suzy is so pretty. I can't even urgh. She's super duper pretty. They performed around 5 songs I guess, I don't really remember, sorry! Next was B1A4! Oh my god it's my little husbands! I was screaming loudly and all. They performed 4 songs, started with Beautiful Target, My Love, Only Learned The Bad Things and OK! I was so hyper by that time. Especially during OK because , urgh, obviously because OK was the song that make me fall in love with them. Next was f(x). Krystal wasn't there. I wanted to see her but urgh, she wasn't there. But yeah, nevermind. Hehe. Luna is sooo cute, there's so much Luna & Amber moments there. I don't remember how many songs they performed because I was busy looking at Amber. Hahaha. And yes, after that, guess who is it?!

IT WAS SUPER JUNIOR! They started with Superman! Oh my superman, I was screaming like mad. I actually got to see my Donghae, and Leeteuk, and Shindong, and Yesung and Siwon! Oh my. I can't even stop screaming. Next was A-Cha, and continued with Mr Simple. And I guess it was Yesung's solo after that. I don't remember their speech was before or after Yeye's solo. I think it's before. And right after It Has To Be You, they performed Memories I guess. Haha. I can't really remember the sequence. And then they sang Marry U, guys, my husbands just proposed to me last night :p HAHAHA. And then Bonamana and lastly it was Sorry Sorry. I don't know, I can't say anything. They're soooo awesome. I keep on screaming throughout the show. I even stand on the chairs because I can't see clearly with all the banners and albums that others keep on holding up. Pfft. So yeah, stand on the chair! I hope Hae can see me because I was screaming for his name like mad so yeah, he should see me lol. Hahahah.

Now let me share about them during the speech. They introduced themselves in Malay. Most of them. And especially our Leeteuk with his assalamualaikum speech! Donghae said "Nama saya Donghae" and most of the members did the same. Oh my. I really wanted to upload the vid but my laptop it too slow right now. I've been uploading one video since morning and it's not even complete yet until now. Pfft. So yeah, back to that. Most of them just said hi and all. And during the ending, they all, which mean f(x) Miss A B1A4 and SJ lined up on the stage. So they did their last speech I guess, saying thanks for the wonderful night and all. And when all of them already went to backstage, guess what? Our Leeteukssi leader was still there, bowing to us and make heart shape to us. Oh my, he went to the left and to the right and to the center. That is our leader. He never forgets to bow to us :')

So then, I got out of the stadium and lined up for collection of poster. It was signed! I got the one signed by B1A4 members! What pisses me off was, how they never learn to queue! Like, seriously. If you won the lucky draw, then you'll be freaking get the poster. Why can't you guys just line up for god's sake. They just make us waited longer, for more than half an hour. And I got my change and all. And I pity this one girl, she was right in front of me but the staff though she jumped the queue and wouldn't want to take her tickets and I was like, "No, she was right in front of me!" and yea, she got her poster then. Yay her! I got my poster and all and said goodbye to Nisa and Lilia and their friend's mom. And off we go, HOME SWEET HOME!

P/s: I have no pictures of the show because the pictures turn out to be very bad in quality. So yeah, I didn't take any pictures. Don't even have a picture of my husband! And the videos was a crap too. Lots of moving, and lots of heads, and some are blurry and shaky and all. But right now I'm trying to upload the Memories fancam because I think it was one of the best I could get. So yeah, still waiting T___T

MAMA 2011

2011-11-28T09:53:00.000+08:00

How I wish I live in Singapore. Yes, not even kidding. I wish I was born there and I actually live there instead of KL. Well, mainly because of one freaking thing! Kpop! I am soooo jealous with them, the celebrities keeps on coming to Singapore, hold multiples of concerts there, fanmeeting and stuffs. Ouch. Malaysia is just a few miles away from Singapore, we even got the bridge, but why can't they come to Malaysia too? I just hope they come here a lot, hold concerts and everything! I wish. I wish.

So, the idols are in Singapore now, preparing for MAMA 2011! It will be tomorrow! Yes, I can't wait. I hope Super Junior will win but anyway, I'll just accept any of the results :) And for the first time, I guess so, it will be aired on TV, live! Thanks 8TV! I seriously love you guys, thanks for letting us watch it live! Oh jyeah.

And babes MOA Live in KL is coming soon! This weekend! Oh my god. I even got the tickets already. Oh my. I can't even believe it, lol. It's like, it's going to be a few days before my finals and instead of staying at home studying or anything, I'll be watching a concert! Like, eh seriously?! Nevermind, SJ will be my motivator for the concert, so I don't mind :p

I was hoping for the SMTown announcement, but I guess I'll just wait. I don't have my hopes high anymore. I just, don't feel like hoping for it. I will go for sure if there's one, but I'm trying to keep my hopes on it's lowest level. I just don't want to get that frustrated just because of this. Yes, I'm easily affected by anything related to Super Junior. I don't even know when did all of them got the power to make me like this T_T

I'll have to go now. I'm going out with my friend later. So, till then, I'll just post something soon. Don't worry! Probably about MAMA 2011? Just wait for my update okay? :)

SS4 Seoul

2011-11-20T20:16:00.002+08:00

Already came to it's end. My god, I'm so jealous with them. For being there for the opening of SS4! So I was not in the good mood yesterday, because of SS4. I was a bit of emotional. But now, I'm all happy. It's finished! Not because I'm glad it's over for Seoul, but I'm happy that I got to spazz with the others during the concert! :D It would be worst yesterday if I was there during the concert, I might've just explode and cry in front of the laptop. So, I'm a bit okay today even though I'm still jelly of the others! Haha. Kidding!

But what hurts me is that, our leader, keeps on crying. That ahjussi should really stop crying on the stage cause it keeps on breaking our heart. I can't take it, even though I didn't see it myself, I can actually imagine it. I almost cried in the car yesterday when I heard about him crying. Leeteuk oppa is a bad guy for making me cry. Sobs. But still, he is still the oppa that I love so much! No worries, if you cry oppa, I'll cry with you. You're not alone.

The stage do look empty. Though I wasn't there since the beginning of Super Show, but I've already watched the videos and it hurts too. I wish to see all of the members, with Henry and Zhoumi on the stage. I really wish the missing 4 was there. The stage looks weird without our Heenim oppa, without Kangin, Kibum and Hangeng. Hmph.

There were some Kyuwook moments, as what I hope for. One during the Our Love performance, one is during Rokkugo, and it was said that most of the time, they were beside each other! OMG. I'm a happy shipper here! I'm totally in love with their performance of Lovely Days. They did it in acapella and it's amazing. I seriously think it is! Oh for today's performance, they said that Kyu feed my little Wookie an apple and he almost choked on it. Poor Wookie! Oh, speaking about Wookie, oh my god. I can't believe his performance. He's so not that innocent maknae anymore. Not that he's gone bad, he's gone into undeniably hooooot and sexy guy. Oh mai. He even showed his abs! And ehm, there's some inappropriate scenes between him and the dancer but yeah, skip that. Not in the mood haha. Storm VCR was so cool too! It was sooo long, almost 3 minutes. I mean, it's just the VCR haha. Hae was sooooo cute in there, though he was all bloody and all. Ehm, what else?

The list for SS4 country list will be out soon. Please pray for me. I really wish that SS4 will be in Malaysia. No matter what. I hope so. I can't take it if there'll be no SS4 Malaysia as Heenim promised us before! He have to keep his promises! I don't care! I need to attend this SS4, I missed the SS3 already. Please don't be mean. Pleasee :( I need to go and watch this 4 hours of SS4! Yes, it's 4 hours! I don't mind paying how much it is for them because it's freaking 4 hours guys!

You don't know how much I treasured this sapphire blue ocean

P/s: Yes, it's not about my experience going to SS4 -___-" I didn't go, obviously. I'm stuck here in Malaysia because I don't have money to go and watch them and join them with the sapphire blue ocean! FML T___T

Which Members Are You?

2011-11-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

Taeyeon

[X] You're a very childish, dorky person.

[X] Your favorite season is winter.

[X] You're the leader-type.

[ ] You love gummy bears.

[X] Your parents are very supportive of you.

[X] You're on the short side.

[X] You keep a lot of secrets from your friends, because you feel you would burden them.

[ ] You didn't play with dolls as a kid, but instead, robots, tops, and cars.

[ ] You talk in your sleep.

[x] You have bad memory.

Total: 7/10

Jessica

[X] You cry when you're angry.

[ ] You appear cold at first, but you're actually very sweet.

[ ] You would choose sleeping over eating.

[X] You are dreadful in the kitchen; you can't cook at all.

[ ] You're from the USA.

[x] It's VERY difficult to wake you up, and you treasure your sleeptime immensely.

[ ] You're popular to the boys.

[ ] You can play soccer well, and also a bit of boxing.

[x] You have a bad temper.

[ ] You have a younger sister, and you don't think you're a very good older sister to her.

Total: 4/10

Sunny

[ ] You're scared of fireworks.

[ ] You enjoy video games and sports.

[X] You're one of the shortest people.

[ ] You have a lot of aegyo.

[ ] You hate your name.

[ ] You mumble like a puppy in your sleep.

[x] You love sneakers, and prefer them over any other shoe.

[X] You're unorganized, and your room will often be messy.

[x] You haven't had your first kiss yet.

[x] You can't cook very well because you're scared of fire and knives.

Total: 5/10

Tiffany

[ ] You're the youngest among your siblings.

[X] You cry a lot.

[X] You're obsessed with the color pink.

[x] You clap your hands when you laugh.

[x] You usually get what you want.

[x] You're scared of ghosts.

[x] Your voice is very loud, and can be heard over loud music.

[ ] You're scared of babies/kids.

[x] Your charm and your weakness is your liveliness.

[x] You're kind to everyone, even people who dislike you.

Total: 8/10

Hyoyeon

[ ] You're very honest and quirky.

[x] You don't like bothering others with your problems/feelings.

[ ] You're obsessive about cleanliness and hygiene.

[ ] You would give up a career for love.

[x] You make jokes out of lots of things.

[ ] You're a talented dancer, and your power can compare to guys.

[ ] You're one of the most athletic people out of your friends.

[ ] You're an independent person.

[X] You hate when people sleep with their mouth open.

[ ] You love fast food, but try not to eat too much of it.

Total: 3/10

Yuri

[X] When you're focused on something, you don't pay attention to anything else.

[X] You have a habit of slapping people.

[ ] You act feminine when guys are around.

[ ] You're not good at math.

[ ] You have a lot of guy friends, and used to/are tomboy-ish.

[x] You love playing pranks on your friends.

[ ] You're very flexible.

[ ] You're like the lawyer of your friends because you always need to have your say first.

[ ] You like to make things clean/organized.

[ ] You're scared of elephants.

Total: 3/10

Sooyoung

[ ] You eat, on average, 6-7 times a day.

[x] You've never had a boyfriend.

[ ] You're a gamer.

[ ] You're the tallest out of your friends.

[X] You seem to be intimidating, but you're actually quiet and obedient.

[x] You're a friendly, cheerful person.

[x] You feel that you're not beautiful.

[ ] Your motto is: "Let's not procrastinate."

[ ] You're a fan of Harry Potter.

[x] You invent cute nicknames for people.

Total: 5/10

Yoona

[ ] You're considered the prettiest out of your friends.

[x] You seem quiet and hard to approach, but you're actually quite friendly.

[ ] You're the strongest--physically--in your group.

[x] You love roller coasters.

[X] You have a unique laugh.

[ ] You're a free thinker.

[x] You don't know how to swim.

[ ] You're the queen of midnight snacking.

[ ] If you're upset, you'll voice it out.

[X] You like ballad songs the most.

Total: 5/10

Seohyun

[ ] You love eating sweet potatoes.

[ ] You're very skilled with the piano.

[ ] You wake up when someone turns on the lights or calls out to you.

[x] You like books and enjoy reading.

[X] You think guys are gross.

[ ] You're fond of wearing headbands.

[ ] You love listening to classical music, or nature's sounds.

[x] If you're angry, you'll stay quiet.

[X] You're an only child.

[ ] You're very polite and obedient.

Total: 4/10

The result for me is :

2011-11-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

Pick 10 idols in K-pop.

1) Donghae - Super Junior
2) Tiffany - SNSD
3) Ryeowook - Super Junior
4) Kyuhyun - Super Junior
5) Sungmin - Super Junior
6) Sunny - SNSD
7) Leeteuk - Super Junior
8) Heechul -Super Junior
9) Taeyeon - SNSD
10) Eunhyuk - Super Junior

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF…

1 woke you up in the middle of the night? (Donghae)
I'll ask him to go to sleep and stop disturbing me. Haa, just ask him to sleep next to me.

2 asked you to go out with him/her? (Tiffany)
Like, seriously, you're supposed to be my unnie :p But, I'll go ♥

3 walked into the bathroom while you're showering? (Ryeowook)
He's too innocent to do thaaat HAHAHA. Stay away from my bathroom Wookie :p

4 announced he/she's going to marry 9 tomorrow? (Kyuhyun & Taeyeon)
Ehm. Okay. Taeng, you're supposed to be with Teukie, you know that right? Hahha.

5 cooked you dinner? (Sungmin)
Whaaaat, that's soo cute. But I want Wook to cook for me :|

6 was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping? (Sunny)
I'll take a picture of her sleeping. Haha. Can actually imagine that.

7 suddenly confessed to be part of your family? (Leeteuk)
Ooookay, you're going to get married with my unnie Taeng is it? Hahah.

8 got into the hospital somehow? (Heechul)
That will be quite weird. I'll be extremely worried :(

9 made fun of your friends? (Taeyeon)
She's not that meaan :p

10 ignored you all the time? (Eunhyuk)
Have you ever talk to me once? Hahah. I'm totally okay with that... I guess :'(

WHAT WOULD THEY DO UNDER THE FOLLOWING CIRCUMSTANCES?

Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will 1 do? (Donghae)
He'll come to help me I think. If he's that brave or maybe he'll just call the police :D

You're on a vacation with 2 and you manage to break your leg. What does 2 do? (Tiffany)
She'll be extremely worried because she's so caring. I just know that she'll take care of me

It's your birthday. What will 3 give you? (Ryeowook)
He'll cook for me I think. No, I know that he'll cook for me &heartsl

You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does 4 do? (Kyuhyun)
He's supposed to help me right? Save me right? I mean, though he's the evil maknae, he can't just leave me alone in that house and die right?

You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will 5 do? (Sungmin)
He'll save me from embarrassing myself :D

You're about to marry 10. What's 6's reaction? (Eunhyuk, Sunny)
Haha Sunny will ask me to stay with my Donghae I guess :p

You got dumped by someone. How will 7 cheer you up? (Leeteuk)
Ice cream? Urgh. He should treat me for some ice cream...

You’re angry about it afterwards, how does 8 calm you down? (Heechul)
Will he calm me down? Haha. I think he'll make me more pissed.

You compete in some tournament. How does 9 support you? (Taeyeon)
She'll cheer for me and sing for me :p

You can't stop laughing. What will 10 do? (Eunhyuk)
Why would he do something. He'll make me laugh even harder HAHAHA

RELATIONSHIP PART

1 is all you've ever dreamed of. Why? (Donghae)
He, is my soulmate ♥

2 tells you about his/her deeply hidden love for 9. Your reaction? (Tiffany Taeyeon)
Taeny is real. Okaaay :p I'll smack Fany in the head and ask her to go to Donghae :p Taeny will forever be bestfriends for me.

You're dating 3 and introduce him/her to your parents. Will they accept? (Ryeowook)
Mom will approve him I know. Especially if she knows that Wookie will cook for me :p

4 loves 9 as well. What does that mean? (Kyuhyun Taeyeon)
Oh. My. Taeyeon should pick wisely. And that guy will be... Leeteuk :p

Will 5 and 6 ever kiss? (Sungmin Sunny)
OH MY GOD YES!!! SUNSUN SUNSUN SUNSUN ♥ ♥ ♥

6 appears to be a player, he/she breaks many hearts. What do you do? (Sunny)
Sunny is not like that. She sticks to Sungmin :D

You had a haircut and 7 can't stop looking at you. What goes on in your mind? (Leeteuk)
Oppa, you love my new haircut eh? Aww :')

8 thinks he'll/she'll never get a boy/girlfriend. What will you tell him/her? (Heechul)
Er, he always get a girlfriend but it doesn't last. Nevermind, it will last one time :D Don't worry Heenim oppa

9 is too shy to face you and confesses you their love by sending an e-mail. Now what? (Taeyeon)
Aaaah, you sent it to the wrong person honey. It's supposed to be LEETEUK not me. Haih. Go send him another one, he's waiting for it.

You spot 10 kissing 1. How do you react? (Eunhyuk Donghae)
What is this. It's Eunhae, like hello. Everyone should react the same waay!!! We'll go screaming and we'll go cuh-ra-zee

FRIENDSHIP PART

Could 1 and 6 be soul mates? (Donghae & Sunny)
Ehm. Should be Haefany and Sunsun :D

Could 2 trust 5? (Tiffany Sungmin)
Like YES! :D

3 wants to go shopping, will 7 come along? (Ryeowook Leeteuk)
Yes! Of courseee <3

4 is bored and pokes 10. What happens after that? (Kyuhyun Eunhyuk)
Kyu won't just puke Hyuk. Haha. He'll do something waaay extreme :p Hyuk will just let him be -_-

5 and 1 are forced to go back to school together. What study will they pick? (Sungmin Donghae)
Ehm haha. I... Don't know. Lololol.

7 and 9 apply for a job. What job? (Leeteuk Taeyeon)
LOVER! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Okaay that's too cute

8 gives 5 a haircut. Is that okay? (Heechul Sungmin)
I know it's okay. Heenim got a strong fashion senseee <3

9 sketches what 6’s perfect girlfriend/boyfriend should look like. Will 6 be happy? (Taeyeon Sunny)
Yes because I know Taeng will sketch Sungmin's faceee <3

10 and 8 are blushing while they talk. What is their conversation about? (Eunhyuk Heechul)
Ehm, god knows what is it HAHAHA

WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF…

1's ally kicked 10? (Donghae Eunhyuk)
As if that is going to happen. Hellooooo, it's Eunhaeee -_____-"

2 sent 9 an e-mail that was meant for his/her girlfriend/boyfriend? (Tiffany Taeyeon)
Haha. Okaaay. Taeny okay :\

4 and 7 discovered they made love while being drunk? (Kyuhyun Leeteuk)
OH MY GOD. TAENG is so going to kill Kyu and WOOK will cook Teukie -_____-"

5 and 6 did a work-out together? (Sungmin Sunny)
What, kind, of, workout? HAHAHAH. Will be smoking hot >.<

6 noticed he/she wasn't invited for your birthday? (Sunny)
She'll pouts. I won't do that -_-

7 won the lottery? (Leeteuk)
Ehm, ehm, treat me something oppa :D

8 had quite a big secret? (Heechul)
He got a lot I guess. Hmm.

9 became a singer? (Taeyeon)
Yes, she is a singer -_-

10 had a daughter? (Eunhyuk)
With... Hyoyeon? Aww, that's so cuteee >.<

LAST PART…

What would 1 think of 2? (Donghae Tiffany)
I've been waiting for this part. Oh my god. He'll think she's perfect and all. And he's supposed to be in love with her. HAHAHAH. //forever ships Haefany

What would 2 find weird about 3? (Tiffany Ryeowook)
Haha. The fact that Wookie cooks better than Fany? Haha. It's hilarious that JeTi's cooking scared the rest of SNSD members. Hahaha. Fany is going to be envy of Wookie's cooking skills!

How would 3 greet 4? (Ryeowook Kyuhyun)
Ehm, sweetly. Haha. Wookie is always the one who tried his best to please that maknae :D

What would 4 envy about 5? (Kyuhyun Sungmin)
Oh my. Kyumin baby. Hahaha. IDK, will Kyu envy Sungmin? HAHA. Maybe yes when Ming spends his time with Wookie while Kyu wants to spend his time with Wookie too. HAHAHA.

What dream would 5 have about 6? (Sungmin Sunny)
Both of them GETTING MARRIED! HAHAHA.

What do 6 and 7 have in common? (Sunny Leeteuk)
Ehm. I don't know D:

What would make 7 angry at 8? (Leeteuk Heechul)
Er, Idk. But I know Heenim will be angry at Teukie if he didn't take a good care of himself :(

Where would 8 meet 9? (Heechul Taeyeon)
SM Building? HAHAHA

What would 9 never dare to tell 10? (Taeyeon Eunhyuk)
Er... I love Leeteuk? HAHAHA.

What would make 10 scared of 1? (Eunhyuk Donghae)
Eunhyuk... is scared of Donghae? Like really... He might be scared that Hae will leave him for Fany :| Which will never be trueeeee <3

Strong

2011-11-17T18:13:00.000+08:00

Is it hard to be strong? Is it hard to stay strong? Why can't I be as strong as I wanted to be. I keep on breaking down and it's killing me. I tried to be strong but I'm not even half way to it.

I cried my heart out just now. I missed all of the old times. I wasn't in a good term with her before, but I'm sure she knows how much I love her. I'm not like others, I didn't hug her, I didn't even do good things with her. We always quarrel with each other, I've always been a bad girl to her. I raised my voice, I ignored her and stuffs. Way too much than anyone can ever realize. When she touches me I'll avoid it. But still, deep in my heart I love her more than everything. I would say I hate her before, but it's not even true. I love her, I love her so much.

It hurts me, watching her suffer. She was sick for days and the day before she passed away, she can't talk anymore. I was there, and I didn't even do anything. I just went to college and forget about everything. What hurts me the most, right as I arrived home, all I can see was people in front of my house. Just like a drama. Yes. I can't even say anything. I didn't cry at that time. And I saw her, there, motionless, she's not breathing anymore. That, breaks my heart. Though I promised myself that morning that I'll let her go, but I still can't. I didn't cry, but my heart, I can't even say it. I was faking everything. I was wishing she was only pulling a prank on me. I just wish so. Even now, I was pretending to think that she's not here because she's on a vacation or anything.

Up until now, I was still faking it. I was still hoping I'm that strong. In front of others, yes I might look strong. But, in reality I break down, obviously. Most of the time, where no one knows. When I'm left alone in this room, I can't control my tears. No one knows it. I never opened up to anyone. I cried the worst on the day she left, and a few days after that. Not in front of people except for that day. I cried to mom and I know it's not a good thing. I just can't let her see me crying. And that is when I decided to not cry at all. No matter how much I wanted. But I can't help it. I'm breaking down again now. I'm crying like a little girl now. I can't help, I can't make it stop. It hurts so much.

I... I just miss her so much. I've had enough of avoiding myself from talking about her and all, because in the end, I know I will still be like this. I can't stay strong at all. I'll always end up sitting alone and crying all my heart out. I just wish I have this one chance to tell her I love her so much. If only I can see her again.

ELF Sone

2011-11-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

I'm not taking any sides on this. I can't take any side though yes, I might be biased to one of them. But to be honest, aren't we tired of all this? It's sad to see that we are fighting with each other regardless the fact that we are all from the same industry. Korean pop. Why can't we just get along with each other? It hurts me the most because ELF and Sone are two of the most powerful fandoms in Kpop. Me, myself, belong to both of the fandom and this is so frustrating. Going online just to see that your fandoms are fighting with each other. I don't want to think who are at fault, because I do believe everyone have their own flaws. I'll just not think about this most of the time but the fact is somehow killing me. Though I'll just ignore all of this but I can't lie that I do care.

I wrote this not because I wanted to get bashed, but if you do, I'll have to accept it. I love Super Junior and I love SNSD. I love to be in both fandoms. But I would love it more if there's no fanwar between any groups in Kpop industry. That's all. And no, it's not only about ELF and Sone, it's for every other fandoms too.

2011-11-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

Foundation in Accountancy. One semester is going to end soon, please please let me pass this semester, and next semester, until I completed ACCA. Please :')

There so much memories with them, too bad it's going to end soon. I'm going to miss all of the lecturers. Ahh, there's no reason for me to be sad actually. I'm supposed to be happy that I'll be moving to next semester in January. But to think about it, I need to work hard now. My finals is on the 6th of December, which is not that long anymore. I wish I have much longer sem break but what to do, 3 weeks is already long I think. I just hope I won't waste my 3 weeks holiday.

On the 3rd, I'll be going to MOA 2011. Wondering what it is? Ah, let me tell you. Sooo, MNet is going to held a concert this 3rd of December, and the artist lineups are going to be Super Junior, f(x), Miss A and B1A4. Yes, I'm going. Already booked and paid for the VIP tickets. I can't wait! It's less than 1 month (well, the same thing goes to my finals) but yeah, less than 1 month and I'll be seeing my husbands. Haha. B1A4 and Super Junior! I obviously can't wait for it :D

Last week was so tiring for me. 4 days straight of EDC classes. EDC is like our revision class. So, we had 2 days of costing and 2 days of accounting revision class, from 8 in the morning until 3/4/5 in the evening. Yes, it was so tiring. Plus with costing because Ms Geetha gave us a lot of homeworks. We have 200 questions that is supposed to be given to the lecturer in one day. So, approximately, we did almost 400 questions in two days T.T Yesterday, Mr Teo came to our class to give a talk regarding our next semester's subjects. He insisted on us to do Auditing, which is well know as the toughest paper for ACCA instead of doing Financial Management. You bet, I'm going for Auditing cause he told us that Auditing knowledge is needed for ACCA. For our F levels and our P levels. Haihs. Struggle Amani, I can do it :)

Happy Anniversary

2011-11-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, it's already 6 years. Guys, it's 6 years! Aww, isn't it sweet? It's already their 6th year anniversary together. That is so cute.

I don't have much to say actually but I'm writing this entry just to wish them happy 6th anniversary. Super Junior, thanks for being our supermen. You know how much we love you right? I can't wait to meet you guys in December, please make it, all of you. Each member. I need to see each member on stage, well, too bad that Heechul left for army. Never mind, I still believe that there'll be next time. If we can make it to 6 years, why can't we stay forever? I wish all of you guys to be safe wherever you guys are, and please take care of your health. I hate it when I get the news of you people falling sick and all. Have some rest too okay! Keep on being the same Super Junior that we love, please don't change. I hope to see you guys still holding hands together in 10 or 20 years time. I will keep on believing that it will happen. Saranghae Super Junior. ELF ♥ Super Junior

Oh, and not forgetting happy 5th year anniversary to Super Junior KRY! Please keep on singing those ballads and melt our hearts. We love you. Kyuhyun Ryeowook and Yesung. The 3 voices that I adore so much in Super Junior. ELF ♥ Super Junior KRY

P/s : Can't wait for classes. I miss college so much. Yay :)

P/s : Oooh, happy eid ul adha to all Musllims too :)

My Bias & Couples I Ship

2011-11-03T11:28:00.001+08:00

There won't be much writing. I'll just list them down. Just wanted to make it clear for you guys, and to make it clear for me too. I don't even realize how many couples that I ship and all. I'll make it top 3 for my biases and top 5 for couples okay ^_^

My Bias in Super Junior :

Lee Donghae - He's been my bias for almost a year now. Which is so long, cause I'm not that kind of person who will stick to one artist for a long time actually.
Kim Ryeowook
I can't decide who will be number 3 so I'll squeeze all of them into number 3. //Lols.

My Bias in SNSD :

Tiffany - It's just so obvious that I like her right. She's my role model and I love her so much. She's the best and though she got her own flaws, no, I still love her. I accept her for who she is :)
Sunny
Sooyoung

My Bias in B1A4 :

Jinyoung
Sandeul
Gongchan

My Bias in SHINee :

Onew
Jonghyun
Key - This is so random but it turned out that I like him :p

My Bias in other groups :

FT Island - Hongki / Minhwan / Jaejin / Jonghun / Seunghyun
CNBlue - Yonghwa
T-ara - Eunjung / Hyomin
Secret - Hyosung
2NE1 - Sandara Park
2PM - Junsu
B2ST - Yoseob
Big Bang - G-Dragon
SS501 - Park Jungmin
KARA - Nicole
U-Kiss - Dongho

My Couples in Super Junior :

Kyuwook - I am their number 1 shipper. They're just so real even though it's not that visible.
Minwook
Teukchul / Heeteuk
Eunhae
Haewook

My Couples in SNSD :

JeTi
SooFany
TaeNy
2Ny
YulTi

My Couples in Super Generation :

Haefany
Heefany
SunSun
Taeteuk
Seokyu
Taeteuk
Hyohyuk
Hyukfany
Minfany
Teukfany

Obviously I ship most of them with Tiffany because, it's just too obvious guys. I just can't help but to ship Fany with every guys -_-"

Others that I ship with Tiffany :

Onfany
Jifany
Topfany
Jaefany
Yunfany

OT3 :

Kyuminwook
Eunsihae
Jessica/Tiffany/Taeyeon

I'm DONE :)

Announcement #2

2011-11-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

So, I decided to move back to this blog. Haha. It's just too hard to leave this blog to be honest. I mean, I've been using this blog eversince I started blogging. There's just too much memories. Plus, I'm not that kind of person who loves to change something. I'll usually stick to that thing for a long time. So yes, I'm back on here.

Have a lovely day guys. I'll post something tomorrow, something regarding my biases and OTP. Stay tunee :)

MOVING!

2011-09-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

Announcement!

I'M MOVING ON FROM THIS BLOG. DO FOLLOW ME ON MY NEW BLOG.

Lala Land

ACCA

2011-09-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

It is hard. No doubt about it. I am struggling to survive this course. But I know this is way better than what I was supposed to take before. Funny. I was planning for Pharmacy and I ended up in ACCA. I hope everything will go well. I hope I can pass my ACCA within this 3 years. Though I'll have to sacrifice my time for this three years, I am willing to do it. I am happy with what I'm doing now. Though it's hard, it's fun to learn accounting. Seriously. I love it now. More than I love Science subjects.

No matter how hard it is, I know I can get through this. I hope I can. I know it's hard but what I kept in mind is that when others can do it, why can't I do it too? Am I not a human, am I not normal? I am like the other people, I can do it too. If accounting was that hard, there'll be no accountants in this world. Right? :'D

Anyway, an update about Super Junior. Yeah, I can't miss about Super Junior. A few days without them is already so dull. Oh yes, anywaay, I received my 5th album! It is Ryeowook's cover! I do hope it was Donghae but it's fine. I still love Ryeowook. Duh, I love each member of Super Junior :')

Lastly, happy birthday Kim Hyoyeon of SNSD. Our beautiful dancing queen. Have a nice birthday dear unnie. Cheer and be happy as always okay? And please keep this in mind, you are beautiful!

Life Must Go On

2011-09-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

I love you and I know you know that. Days without you is so weird. I miss your voice. I miss your presence. I miss everything about you.

I didn't show it, but god knows how much this hurt. God knows how much I miss you. I feel your lost. I feel it more than anyone. Sometimes I do wish you'll come back but I know you won't. I love you, I really do.

Al Fatihah to my grandma. It's been almost a month but I'm still not moving on. Be strong, Amni. You'll get through all of this. InsyaAllah.

Super Junior Mr Simple MV

2011-08-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

Here it is ELF! The MV we've been waiting for.

Mr Simple MV Teaser

2011-08-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Yes ELF, here you go. The teaser that we've been waiting for like... ages!

Tiffany Hwang

2011-07-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hwang Miyoung

Tiffany Hwang

She was born on the 1st August 1989, 22 years back. I got a lot of things in mind to share, but I just don't know how to say it. I wish she'll read this but it's obvious she won't. Nevermind, I'll just write this. I write this, just for my Tiffany!

Unnie, I first noticed you on Hello Baby. Every time you tried to entertain the baby, he'll end up crying out. Whenever you go near him, he'll cry out. I can see your sadness. I can see how hurt you are at that time. I can see how you care about him. You didn't show it with holding him or playing with him, but I can see it. I know everyone can see it.

As time passed, I searched about you and tried to gather info about you. I was surprised when I saw lots of antis and haters of yours. I don't know why but I know you don't deserve that. I was thinking why would anyone hate this girl. I watched videos of yours and everything, and I can't help but to like you more. I mean, I just can't find a way to hate you. You're just too perfect for me.

This girl who never failed to curve a smile. You never failed to make me smile too whenever I see you. I was captured by your eye-smile. It's just too perfect. I love the way you protect others. I love the way you tried to improve yourself all the time. I love the way you put others before yourself. I love the way you make me love you. I know I sound like a lesbian right now but no, I love this girl as a fan only. I wish she's my sister. I wish I got to know her more. I wish I can always be with her.

All I can say is, Tiffany Hwang is daebak. No matter how many haters you gained, you should know there's always people who loves you. Keep on smiling Tiffany. Keep on being yourself. I don't know how's life going to be if you're not here. You somehow make me strong in life. I idolized you so much. I love everything about you, unnie. Your eyesmile, your kind heart, your smile, your English, your line "DJ put it back on", your personality. Everything.

Tiffany, our brighter than gems, we love you no matter what.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

Haefany ♥

Super Junior Mr Simple (Picture Teaser 2)

2011-07-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

Super Junior Mr Simple (Picture Teaser)

2011-07-28T00:26:00.001+08:00

MV TEASER TO BE RELEASED SOON!

GET READY ELF AROUND THE WORLD

Super Junior 5 Jib

2011-07-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

It's coming real soon. The teasers are revealed now. Not all of the members yet but still. I'm so excited for 5jib and I can't wait at all. Their album will be released on 3rd August and their first comeback stage will be on the 5th August in Music Bank. And sadly enough, I can't be there. I got class until 5.30 pm and I know I can't make it because of the traffics. Screw college life for this.

College is so busy. I got an assignment to do this so called resume for Communication class. I haven't done it yet though. I'm just too lazy to do that. And last Saturday was my PT1. It sucks. I failed my T1 cause the passing mark was said to be 56 and I got 54. And T2 I passed it. I don't mind actually cause I didn't study at all. Just started studying the night before exam so I do deserve that result -__-"

I miss my Twitter friends so much. I can't find much time to talk with them now. Urgh. I wonder if they missed me too. Haha. I'm not there 24/7 like before and damn it, I miss it so much. I miss all of my little sisters on Twitter. I miss the time when I go spazzing with them. I miss the time when we'll chat with each other. Pfft.

In case you haven't see their teaser image, here it is!

Start with Eunhyuk

Then it is my husband, Donghae!

Next is Leeteuk

And Kyuhyun & Shindong

And then it's Sungmin today

Counting for their next album and waiting for the next teaser!

College Life

2011-07-14T21:49:00.001+08:00

I've been too busy with classes. I'm getting tired of the massive traffics. And I'm getting tired of being so lost during classes because I don't have any basics in Accountancy -.-

I just hope I'll feel better soon. I'm sick today. Flu. Might be because the lecture room was too cold and I can't stand it. I do feel thankful that I got a partner to go to class with. I mean, I'll be more lonely if there's no one with me T.T At least I got a partner to talk with in the car and to laugh with in the car. I got Qi! :D

Overall there's around 30 students or more in my class. Only 3 Malay which is me, Qi and Aiman and 2 Indians along with 1 student from Iran. The rest are Chinese and they're nice! Though most of the time they talk in Chinese and I can't even understand what they're saying, but still! The lecturers are quite fun too. Except for this teacher for our Communication class and T1 class. The lecturer is too fast. I can't even catch up -.- The rest of the lecturers are the best I can ask for ♥

I'll find time to post an entry here. I'm just too busy. I'e been away from this laptop for almost a week T.T

P/s : I CAN'T WAIT FOR 5 JIB!!!

Busy Mode On

2011-07-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

I told you about my crush since high school right? Oh dang, I saw him again yesterday and today. Haha. We're not in the same class and obviously, not the same course too. That is so good. I don't know what will happen if we're in the same class -.-

Yesterday was my orientation. It was... BORING. Obviously, it is. There were talks and speech since 10.00 am until 1.00pm. Okay, it's not that long but it is when this uncle starts to talk for almost 1 hour. Urgh. We were given the time table and yes, I'm not okay with it.

I got class at 8.00 am - 5.30 pm almost every day. Class starts at 11.45 am on Thursday and at 2.45 pm on Friday. ~~Great~~. I just realized that I can't watch Music Bank then -.- I mean, class ends at 5.30 pm. And by that time, the traffics are getting worse and worse. And then, I might arrived at around 6.30++ pm. Urgh. Okay that is just perfect to annoy me.

I would love to make a sincere apology to Lee Donghae and the rest of Super Junior members. I might won't be able to watch your live performance for your comeback. Omo. I'm so frustrated here. Sorry husbandS. I'll just keep on supporting you guys okay ;')

And yes, I might have to give up other K-pop groups. But I'll try hard not to let them go. Haha. But I'll be focusing more on Super Junior and SNSD only for the time being. Since I'm going to be super duper busy. Oh, and don't expect me to blog a lot anymore. I don't even know if I can even update my blog anymore. Urgh. I'm so sad.

Okay, enough of ranting and such. Bye and take care everyone. Hope to see you all real soon. Ah, I'll still be on Twitter lah :p

Hey Girl

2011-07-04T09:47:00.000+08:00

I don't think I got anything to say actually. I just miss this blog so much. Anyway, hello July! Tomorrow will be the first day in university. I'll be going to Sunway University with my buddy, Qi. We'll be driving to classes. Urgh. Will be tiring then. So, since tomorrow is the orientation, please wish me luck okay? Haha. I am quite scared actually. And nervous.

Last week, I went to the university to send some of my documents. And I saw my crush. OMG. Okay, I like him ever since I'm in form 4. But not that much. It's not that I like him that much. Just a little crush on him. Okay, so apparently, he's in the same university with me. Oh my. I'm so excited though he's my senior now -.-

Okay, I'll have to go now. Gonna get ready cause I'm going to go out with Shabihah and Meyra soon ♥

Happy Birthday

2011-06-28T12:50:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. It's 28th June today. A very very special day for me today. First, it's Seohyun's birthday. If you're a K-poppers you will know who's Seohyun. Haha. Our baby maknae of SNSD. That cute little girl. Happy birthday unnie and please take care of yourself. Take care of your health too ♥

28th June is also exactly one month. One month after I met Super Junior M. I love you so much SJM! Though I didn't met Donghae and Siwon, but it's okay. I mean, I can still meet him next time. At least I met my Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Sugmin, Eunhyuk, Henry and Zhoumi. It is exactly one month after that Hari Belia Negara! All of the waiting for 12 hours and all. Oh jyeah.

And lastly, it's my best friend's birthday today. Shabihah Shahrudin. She's in Adelaide now though, doing Biomedicine. Hopefully she'll succeed in everything she do. She's one of the best that I can ask for. she got her on flaws but get real people, no one is perfect. I got her and I won't ask for more. Just like the way she always accept it when I nags at her and when I got over protective at her. Though I act like a little kid with her, she's okay with me. The same as me. I'm okay with her. Though she rants about her love life all the time. I don't care. I'm okay with it. I love her so much and she's like my own sister. Since form 1 and until now, for 5 years. And I hope we'll grow old together and stay as best friends. What I hope for her this year is she'll be happy. This might be her worst birthday ever but she gotta know I'll always be there behind her. I will always stay behind her and support her. I can't wait for this Sunday so we can meet each other. She's coming back to Malaysia for a holiday. Oh my god. She moved to Vietnam when she was 14 years old. And since then, we only meet each other during holidays and that will be my greatest holiday. Dear friend, I love you so much. Please cheer up and be happy always ♥ ♥

Quit

2011-06-23T10:38:00.000+08:00

I quit doing 30 Days Challenge. Right now, I'm not in a good mood. For almost a week now. I lost interest in everything I do. All I want right now is to go out. I don't mind about anything now. Hmph. I don't know when will I be okay but I hope it will be real soon. It's just too complicated to say. I don't even know how should I tell someone about this. I might tell a few people about it but that's not all of it. Urgh. Just, hopefully I'll feel better soon. I laugh I crack jokes and I spazz but I'm not really enjoying myself.

I'm so stress right now even the smallest things someone said makes me cry. Breakdown.

Day #21: Your Favorite Picture Of Your Girl K-Pop Bias

2011-06-21T13:36:00.001+08:00

Day #20: Your Favorite Picture Of Your Guy K-Pop Bias

2011-06-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

Super Junior 20 Days Challenge

2011-06-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

I found this here. I was thinking about quitting that 30days challenge and do this one instead. Can? Haha. I'll finish my 30 Days Challenge first and then I'll do this one (:

Day 1: Your ultimate bias

Day 2: Your favorite OTP

Day 3: Your favorite SJ song

Day 4: Your favorite song that was sung on a live performance

Day 5: Your favorite album

Day 6: Your favorite MV

Day 7: An SJ song that makes you cry

Day 8: An SJ song that makes you smile

Day 9: Your favorite Sub group

Day 10: Your favorite SJ T song

Day 11: Your favorite SJ M song

Day 12: Your favorite SJ-H song

Day 13: Your favorite SJ-K.R.Y. song

Day 14: A picture of a favorite scene in any MV

Day 15: Your favorite dance

Day 16: Your ideal boyfriend out of all the SJ members

Day 17: An SJ song you never get tired of

Day 18: A picture of the member you think has the cutest smile

Day 19: Your favorite SJ show

Day 20: Your favorite radio show that is hosted by a SJ member

Dad

2011-06-19T10:21:00.000+08:00

Some call them dad, papa, appa, ayah, daddy, walid and a whole lot more. And today is the very special day for them. It's father's day. I would like to wish all of them a very very happy father's day. Enjoy this day with your beloved family; your beloved wife and your beloved children (:

I have never ever celebrated this celebration. I only celebrate Mother's day with my mom. And if you're wondering why, well, because my mom and dad separated when I was a kid. I don't even remember when was the last time I saw him. Maybe when I was 2 or 3? Cause he never showed up ever since I was little. But, I'm okay. Don't have to be sad for me. I'm as happy as others.

There are times when I thought I hate him so much. Well, mom had to struggle in her life when he left. But I was wrong. I should thank him. He's the reason why I'm here. He's the reason why I got to accompany my mom so she won't be alone when he left. I should thank him because he's the reason my mom got a daughter, the only child she got in her life. I thank him a lot. Even for leaving me. If he's here, I know I won't be this close with my mom. I know I won't be this good with my mom. And I know I'll have to share my mom's love with him. I don't want that. I want my mom to love me, alone.

But I still hate him though. He's the reason why I'm awkward with guys. He's the reason that sometimes I just don't know whether I should trust guys or not. And he's the reason why I don't believe in relationship. Not yet.

But to be honest, I don't care if he never ever existed in my life. My life is fine without him. I got all I want, except for father. But seriously, I don't mind. What's important in my life now is my mother. The one that I know will always be there for me.

For you people who still got your father, love them before they left. There's a point where I'm jealous with my friends whenever I see them with their father but I'm not anymore. I'm happy for them. That's good that they didn't went through all this. It's cool that they grow up with their parent's love, both of them.

Anyway, happy father's day! Daddys out there, love your child! (:

Day #14: A k-pop song that makes you smile

2011-06-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

I've made a decision to skip some challenges. Why? I'm too lazy to do it. I'll do which challenge that I'm interested with okay? Kekeke.

A K-pop song that makes me smile?

Day #13: A K-Pop Group You Dislike And Why

2011-06-15T09:40:00.002+08:00

I don't have any for the time being. I'm okay with all groups and I don't dislike any group. I may dislike some of the members but not group! And even if I dislike some members, I don't mind talking about them or anything. I don't do what antis do (:

I don't want to dislike any group cause I know the members and fans will be hurt. And in the end, who knows I might become their fans. So there's no need to dislike any group. I'm on the neutral side ^_^

Day #12: The Very First K-Pop Song You Ever Heard

2011-06-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

I Think I - Full House OST
Someone gave me that song when I was in standard 6. That is the very first time I ever listened to any K-Pop song. Thanks to that special person :D

Day #11: Your Favorite K-Pop Music Video

2011-06-13T09:56:00.000+08:00

Day #10 - A K-Pop Dance You'd Like To Learn

2011-06-12T17:12:00.002+08:00

I'm not really into dances. But I love lots of K-Pop dance performance, but not in a way that I want to learn it.

1. Sorry Sorry - Super Junior

2. Bonamana - Super Junior

3. Genie - SNSD

4. No Other - Super Junior

Okay, I don't know :/

Let me learn all of them instead :'D

P/s : Congrats Hazama for winning (:

Day #9 : Your Favorite K-Pop Performance

2011-06-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

Don't Don - Super Junior

SJ-M Performance during Hari Belia Negara ♥

p/s : I'm not really in a good mood to blog. I did this because I haven't updated almost a week now.

Day #8 : A K-Pop Song You Know All The Words To

2011-06-07T09:43:00.001+08:00

This. Hmph. Let me recall. A song that I know all the words to eh? It's hard cause I don't really know Korean. But I guess I know all the words to the song Gee. Haha. Cause I've been listening to it since the end of 2009. So I think I know all of the words. Hahaha.

And the song ehm, I guess that's all. I don't know all the words to others songs actually. I know some of the words only. Pfft >.<

Day #7 : A K-Pop Song That Makes You Cry

2011-06-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

Only one? Cause it's stated A k-pop song that makes me cry. Pfft. There's a lot of songs that makes me cry. But if I was given a choice to pick only one, then it will be ehm. Can I make it two? Haha. One is from SNSD Dear Mom. Nothing can describe the song cause it always makes me cry. I don't really listen to the song now cause it makes me cry all the time. Pfft. The other will be from Super Junior A Short Journey. And that really makes me cry all the time. Seriously. I keep on thinking about my close friends when I listen to it. All the time. And that makes me cry, all the time too. Kekeke

Day #6 : Favorite K-Pop Song From Your Favorite Girl Group

2011-06-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

I am in love with SNSD only. So yeah don't blame me cause this will consist of SNSD's songs only. I love SNSD's songs but not as much as I love SJ's songs. I mean, I got to listen to it lots of times until I fall in love with it. But no worries, I love all of them now!

1. SNSD's ballads. Mistake, Tears, Forever.
2. Genie
3. My Best Friend
4. Dear Mom
5. Gee

Day #5 : Favorite Kpop Song From Favorite Guy Group

2011-06-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

I'll make this short haha. As I told you before, I don't have that much favorite guy group. As well as girls group. Pfft. I'm more focused into Super Junior and B1A4 only. And FT Island I would say. Haha.

For Super Junior, I love all of their songs. I find it hard not to love their songs cause pfft, I'm biased for sure. But my favorite will be :-
1. Happiness cause Hae got so many part there. And they're all cute in there. Except there's not Kyu :(
2. All of Super Junior ballads
3. All songs from Super Junior KRY
4. Destiny - Super Junior M
5. No Other

If it's for B1A4, all of the songs are my favorite. They don't have much songs yet so I love all of them. But I'll rank them now ;p
1. Only One
2. Only Learnt Bad Things
3. OK
4. Bling Girl
5. Remember

And FT Island! First of all, I'm not really their fans. But I love their songs so much. And OMG, I'm so in love with their new songs! <3
1. Love Love Love
2. Hello Hello
3. Raining
4. Missing You
5. Heaven

Day #4 : Ultimate K-Pop Girl Bias

2011-06-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

K-Pop girl bias will be Tiffany from SNSD. Yes, she's my top bias. I seriously love her. Everything about her. Her eyesmile, her personality and everything about her. Yes, some people might hate her before, but I don't even care. I just love her and if you got a problem with it, deal with it yourself.

Day #3 : Ultimate K-Pop Guy Bias

2011-06-01T09:30:00.000+08:00

The one and only, Lee Donghae ♥

And other members of Super Junior. Heechul, Leeteuk, Ryeowook, Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Siwon, Eunhyuk, Yesung, Kangin, Hankyung, Henry, Zhoumi, Kibum, Shindong. All of them!

And from the other group will be Onew!

And Jinyoung from B1A4!

Day #2 : Favorite K-Pop Girl Group

2011-05-31T10:09:00.000+08:00

I don't know much girl groups. Or to be honest, not really interested with most of them. I do listen to their songs but not really a fan of them. Hmph. But I got one favorite, that I will always love.

I am completely a Sone so they're my favorite. I like others but I love this only. Other than SNSD, I do like T-ara too. I do think they're good too especially there's Eunjung and Hyomin! I seriously adore those girls. Hmm, other than these two will be KARA I guess (:

p/s : I don't know how to explain anything now. I'm feeling down and all so my post will be with pictures only without explaination -___-"

p/s : you should stop making me cry. i'm so tired of this now.

Day #1 : Favorite K-pop Guy Group

2011-05-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

My favorite is obviously Super Junior! Wasn't that obvious? I spazz about them all of the time! So they're my favorite! If you ever ask me why would I love them, pfft, never ever think I'll explain that. I can't even explain it. I just know that this group means a lot to me.

All of them, even their subgroup! (:

Other than that will be, ehm, B1A4! I spazz about these boys a lot too. It's just not as much as Super Junior. Obviously ;p

Then it will be SHINee! How it all started? From Hello Baby! I wasn't into their songs before. Even though my best friends are so into them, I wasn't into them until Hello Baby. Lol.

Other than that? Gosh, I love almost all of them. But I don't really know the members. Pfft. I know I'm bad. I can hardly recognize the members and their voices T.T So let me list some of the groups that I always listen to! (:

1. FT Island

2. Big Bang

3. 2AM

4. B2ST

5. CNBlue

6. SS501

7. U-Kiss

8. ZE:A

9. 2PM

... And the list, I'm not really into that group. I listen to their songs but I'm not their hardcore fan. But they are my favorite.

Super Junior M

2011-05-29T12:29:00.000+08:00

I wanted to do the challenges. But, I'll do it later. Seriously will do it soon. All I want to spazz about now is Super Junior M concert! Hari Beli Negara! I came at 10.00 am so we got to wait for almost 12 hours. Yes, 12 hours cause the concert starts at 10.00 pm. My body hurts so much now. Plus I'm not feeling well at that time cause I was sick for almost a week now. Pfft.

SiHae didn't came though. Maybe because of their filming schedule right? But that's okay. I can't imagine my feelings if I saw Hae hugging the lucky fan. All of the members was asked a question by the lucky fans. And the fans got a hug from them! Like seriously. Zhoumi didn't hug the fan but he kissed her hand instead. Kyu hugged the fan two times cause she cried and he patted her head. Pfft. So jealous. And Hyukkie kissed the fan's hand, but instead kissing her hand, he kissed his own hand. And he back hugged the girl! Seriously so cute. Pfft. Wasn't jealous with Minnie cause his fan was a boy. Hahahha. And Wookie, his fan is a Japanese girl. JEALOUS okay. Dang, I'm so jealous.

Before you ask for their pictures or fancams, sorry there's no pictures from me. I didn't bring my camera cause I know it'll be super hard to even take a picture. Too crowded and lots of pushing. I was on the right side of the stage. And Henry and Wookie was there a lot of times. Oh my god. Wookie is so cute. I almost cried cause he's so cute. And now, I even lost my voice. Seriously.

Ah, I wanna talk more but I don't know how to even describe it into words now. Seriously. This is beyond words can explain. All I can say is, they're super daebak. I can't wait for SS4!

30 Days Challenge

2011-05-27T09:36:00.000+08:00

Day 1: Your favorite k-pop guy group
Day 2: Your favorite k-pop girl group
Day 3: Your ultimate k-pop guy bias
Day 4: Your ultimate k-pop girl bias
Day 5: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite guy group
Day 6: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite girl group
Day 7: A k-pop song that makes you cry
Day 8: A k-pop song you know all the words to
Day 9: Your favorite k-pop performance
Day 10: A k-pop dance you’d like to learn
Day 11: Your favorite k-pop music video
Day 12: The very first k-pop song you’ve ever heard
Day 13: A k-pop group you dislike and why
Day 14: A k-pop song that makes you smile
Day 15: A k-pop song that reminds you of someone you miss
Day 16: Your favorite k-pop lyric (and a translation)
Day 17: A k-pop idol you wish was your older sibling
Day 18: A k-pop idol you wish was your younger sibling
Day 19: Your favorite interview of a k-pop idol or group
Day 20: Your favorite picture of your guy k-pop bias
Day 21: Your favorite picture of your girl k-pop bias
Day 22: Your favorite picture of your favorite k-pop group
Day 23: A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is underrated
Day 24: A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is overrated
Day 25: Your favorite k-pop music video
Day 26: Your favorite cover of a k-pop song by another k-pop artist
Day 27: Your favorite dance battle
Day 28: Your favorite cover of an American song by a k-pop artist
Day 29: A k-pop song you never get tired of
Day 30: A k-pop idol that has amazing eye smiles

Going to do this. Saw this on Syiqin Hamedi's blog! And I feel like I wanted to do one too. Going to start as soon as possible. (:

SHINee 3rd Anniversary

2011-05-25T20:03:00.001+08:00

25th May 2008 - 25th May 2011

3 years since their debut

SHINee, keep on shining

♥ Lee Jinki ♥ Kim Jonghyun ♥ Kim Kibum ♥ Choi Minho ♥ Lee Taemin ♥

Can't wait for your Japanese debut guys.

DigiLive Kpop 2AM Showcase

2011-05-23T13:27:00.000+08:00

This is for their birthday surprise :)

Their birthday cake. It's KLCC :D

My camera quality sucks, I know. Waited since 10.30 am until 6.00 pm for this. It's worth it. Seriously. But it was short, one hour only. Anyway, I enjoyed it so much.

____________________________________________________________________

Hanna! :)

Lots of luck in Perlis. Take care of yourself. And hopefully you'll get into UIA soon. All the best and I promise you, I won't forget you. Just text me anytime :) I will miss you on Twitter. See you when you're back!

ily ;)

Hanis & Ariffah

2011-05-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

A few words for my friends.

Raden Hanis Amni

Hanis, wife boypen! I hate you, selalu nak cancel date and bila Raden dengan I merajuk bukan nak pujuk. Penat merajuk seminggu tapi bini boypen tak melayan langsung. I'll seriously miss you babe. You selalu nak kutuk I, nak gaduh la itulah inilah, but still nanti I nak gaduh dengan siapa? Nak merepek dengan siapa? Nak tepek siapa kalau you takda? I mean, I got Raden but nak tepek you juga. Selalu nak tepek you sebab habiskan duit cepat sangat. Sekarang ni macam mana? Please take care dear, and tolong lah jangan nak kutuk boyfriend I and Raden. Nanti kalau nak gaduh, biar I panggil rakan seangkatan dulu. Suka je kutuk orang Korea sepet la itulah inilah, penat I dengan Raden tahan perasaan. Entahlah, nak tulis macam-macam dekat sini bukan you baca pun. I tulis pun in case you terajin nak buka blog I. I love you sayang. I love you bini boypen. I love you makcik. I'll miss you so much dear. Serious I tak tipu. ILAPYOU

Amni Ariffah Raden

Ariffah, wife Siwon! Oi musuh tersayang. Sumpah tak tipu juga akan rindu awak gila-gila nanti. Yes, memanglah dengan awak selalu bergaduh je lebih. Bergaduh pasal SJ sebab berebut lelaki, padahal kitorang bukan nak lelaki yang sama. Haha. Bergaduh dekat Twitter sampai Raden fed up. Bergaduh dekat FB sampai Raden menyampah asyik dapat notifications daripada kitorang. Oh sorry musuh. Serious kita akan rindu awak gila. Even though masa sekolah kitorang tak adalah rapat gila, tapi habis sekolah jadi selalu berchat pula. Nanti naik LRT berhenti dekat Damai mesti ingat awak sebab Raden selalu suruh awak dengan kita berdamai dekat sana. Ah. Tak kisahlah, sebab awak nak pergi study dah, awak nak ambil Onew ke siapa ke, awak ambillah sekarang. Kita bagi free :) Hopefully boleh gaduh macam selalu everytime awak balik sebab tak best la jadi baik dengan awak ;p Anyway, your hubby, Siwon tu kita jaga kan :) No worries haha.

Another one is coming tomorrow night. For another person. Sekarang hujan, macam tahu-tahu je orang sedih nak kena berpisah dengan girlfriends. Sekarang dah sedih, if korang dah jauh lagilah sedih. Hanis elok-elok dekat Pahang jangan jadi gila sangat. Ariffah pun elok-elok study tau :)

HANIS ARIFFAH ILAPYOUGUYSSOMUCH

I Ship This Three

2011-05-15T16:26:00.001+08:00

I ship this, more than anything. I mean, in Super Junior. And by this, it doesn't mean that I don't ship others. Haha. I look forward for this 3 OTP.

1. Kyuwook

How can you not ship this two maknae? The evil maknae and the eternal maknae?

2. Teukchul

This 83 liners. Oh my god, I love this so much. There's not much pictures of them but still, I love this two.

3. Eunhae

Duh, this is the most popular OTP. How come I don't ship them. Got my Donghae! Yes, this is number 3 because I don't know, I'm jealous with Hyuk. Haha. I want to be in Hyuk's place, all the time. I mean, I'm Hae's imaginary wife okay! Haha.

The others? I ship them all too. I ship them all! :) Oh and this, I don't know what should I call this, but I love this two trio so much.

Eunsihae

Kyuminwook

But still, I'm a hardcore shipper of this two. Forever.

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-08T12:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day! Guys, it's time to show your love towards them, if you never showed them your love. I know some of you didn't let them know how much you love them everyday. On this special day, do show them how much you love them ♥

Yes, my mom is waaay shorter than I am. Lalala ~

Ibu, I'm not a good daughter. Lol. I will never be I guess. But you'll always say I'm a good girl cause I'm your only child right? Madu racun and all. I don't care. I hope I'll always make you proud of having me as your daughter. I am proud for having you as my mother and you should be proud to have me as your daughter. You know I love you the most in my life. Even if I got married and got children and got my own life, you will always be my number one. I love you more than everyone else. I love you more than I love money. I love you more than I love my bestfriends and I don't get it why you got jealous with my friend >< I love you more than Lee Donghae. I love you more than I love Super Junior. I love you more than I love going online to chat with my friends. Okay, that means I love you more than anything.

You're not even close to perfect ibu, but that's okay. I love you because of your flaws. I can tell you everything even though I didn't. I can trust you when I got problems with my friends. When my friends ignored me or anything, I told you that. Even when I got new crush, yes, you're the first person to know. I love having you as my mom and if others say their mother is the best, no I won't believe it. I have my mom here, that I know is the best of the best. I don't care about any other mom cause I only want this mom, my mom.

I'm sure no one wants to replace their mom with others right? Haha. Love your mom while they're still with you. Make them proud. Tell your mom you love them or at least show them how much you love them.

♥ I am a proud daughter more than a proud Sone and ELF. Haha ♥

Alhamdulillah

2011-05-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

First I got Matrikulasi Sains Hayat in Selangor.

Now I got Asasi Sains in UITM.

Alhamdulillah.

SE7EN Fanmeeting

2011-05-05T10:37:00.001+08:00

Hi! 30th April was the a good day for me, and obviously the best for my best friend, Raden. So yeah, 30th April was the Hari Anugerah Cemerlang for SPM and PMR students. Nothing much to say about the Anugerah Cemerlang. Haha. To think about it, it's not that I am that 'cemerlang'. Seriously. Even though I'm not into Kpop before SPM, I mean I don't even watch and only listen to certain Kpop songs during high school. Kpop is not my thing before. So yeah, even though I'm not that into Kpop, I didn't study at all okay. People might say they didn't study because of Kpop. But I didn't study because I'm too lazy to even open a book. How come I got 7As then? I don't know. Seriously. I only went for tuition classes and NEVER ever study at home. Even my mom though I might failed my SPM. I was nagged for the reason that I have never studied before. I don't even do my homeworks okay. So yeah, to think about that. I really think it's funny to get 7As. I though I'm going to get just 4 As. Aigo. Anyway, alhamdulillah. Haha.

Mrs Choi Siwon Mrs Lee Donghae Mrs Choi Dong Wook

That Mrs Choi Siwon is the girl that I fought with a lot now. On Twitter and on Facebook. Haha. We were fighting over SJ oppa. I don't even know why but I kind of miss her now. Haven't fought with her for a while now. I miss going out with her too. And Mrs Choi Dong Wook is, ehm, the happiest person now. I talked a lot with my old friends about Super Junior. Didn't know that they're fans too. Like seriously. We completely ignored others because of that.

Next, Raden and I went to MIECC for Se7en fanmeeting. Yes, the fanmeeting. Haha. And we were the only person with baju kurung since we went to MIECC straight after the Anugerah Cemerlang. Lol. Raden bought an album of SE7EN and an album of Big Bang. So we got 2 passes for handshake session with SE7EN. I mean, who knows what will happen next right? Haha. We waited for a few minutes until he arrived. He's tired, that's all I can tell. I mean, he just arrived in a few hours and then he need to go to the fanmeeting. Then it's the handshake session time. Lol. Raden went ahead. While I was walking to the stage, I heard her screaming "Oppa I really really love you!" and all I can see after that is, she hugged him! Like seriously. And I was like, "Oi what's my best friend doing?" I nearly got a heart attack, I mean I got a mini one. Didn't think that she will hug him. And because of her, I was speechless that I don't even know what to say when it's my turn. Lol.

I wanted to write more but somehow this post sucks. Okay, seriously this sucks. I lost my mood for writing now. Even my grammars are bad now. Sorry. I somehow lost my mood to write .___. I'll try to write other day. Heheh. Seriously sorry my English sucks more today :'((

News :)

2011-04-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

Guys! SNSD Mr Taxi PV is out! It was supposed to be out on the 27th but it wasn't out until last night. Thanks to my Sone friend for telling me about it. I was thinking about not looking for the PV because I was so frustrated that it took a long time to be released. Anyway, I enjoy the PV cause... Okay, maybe because they're SNSD so that's why I love it. Haha. Remember, anything related to SNSD and SJ is going to be loved by me haha.

Next is, the news about SHINee coming to Malaysia this September. I know I got classes at that moment, but I don't care, I'm going! Why? Because it's SHINee. Haha. Because there's my Onew and Jonghyun there. Because I want to see my dubu. Because aigo, how can I explain this? Haha. I just can't wait for September just because of these boys. SHINee, wait for me because I want to meet you guys this September!

And yesterday was Super Junior's 2000 days since debut. I mean, 2000 days okay. I wasn't there when they debut but I am happy to be one of the ELFs that are there when they celebrated their 2000 days. I mean, they are supposed to be a group project only but now, they are one of the most popular group in Korea! Aigo. I hope I will stay as the ELF until the day I stop spazzing about Kpop. Seriously, I don't want to leave Super Junior and ELF! So today is their 2001 days and I will always be counting for you guys.

Oh, not to forget, 28th May! Super Junior M is coming to Malaysia! For Hari Belia. It's going to be free so, hmph, I don't know. Haha. I am going for sure, even if I got class that day. Hello, this is Super Junior. Although not all of them, but I don't care. There's Hae. Even though there won't be Heechul Leeteuk Yesung and Shindong there, it's okay I guess. I just hope I can meet the '83 liners next year, before they got into the army. Please. SS4, please be before they go into the army. So, there'll be the SJ-M and, dang, I don't really know all of their songs. But that's okay I guess. I want to see them, and only that matters now. I want to see my SJ oppas. ( I am not really into SJ-M songs. But I am into SJ-M. Haha. That's weird but yeah. So I don't really know their songs that much. Even the hits. :| )

And lastly, I guess this is the last news. Please watch Music Bank today! There will be B1A4's debut on Music Bank! Oh my god. I can't wait for these guys too. I guess I just can't wait when it comes to Kpop idol groups. Haha.

P/S : I got matrics in Selangor. But I'm not going I guess. Will wait for asasi. Please pray for me that I can go into asasi! :) Bye for now.

New Obsession : B1A4

2011-04-25T17:08:00.002+08:00

A group just debuted and I'm so in love with them. I don't know much about them yet because there's not much update yet. Haha. I got a few confusion about them for now. First is their age, next is about their voice. Haha. I used to get confused to recognize their face but now I can! I guess I can. Haha. But I'm still having difficulty with their voice. Their voice is not bad, it is beyond my expectation. Haha. They can sing live for me too because I watched their live performance on Music Core.

The name is B1A4! That stands for Be The One, All For One! It is also stands for their blood type. 4 of the members are blood type A and one is blood type B. So that's how they come out with the name B1A4! Debuted on 21st April 2011 and they make their live debut on 23rd April 2011 on Music Core. I watched the performance on Youtube and dang, I became their fan! So it's like I became their fan since their live debut! Now, let's move on to the members :)

Jinyoung

Jung Jin Young

Position : Leader & Vocal

Blood Type : A

Birthday : 18th Nov 1991

CNU

Shin Dong Woo

Position : Vocal & Rap

Blood Type : A

Birthday : 16th June 1991

Baro

Cha Sun Woo

Position : Rap

Blood Type : B

Birthday : 5th Sep 1992

Sandeul

Lee Jung Hwan

Position : Main Vocal

Blood Type : A

Birthday : 20th March 1992

Gongchan

Gong Chan Shik

Position : Vocal & Maknae

Blood Type : A

Birthday : 14th Aug 1993

I've listened to 2 of their songs. Going to listen to the other soon. OK is their debut track. And the song is DAEBAK! Oh my god, that is the song that makes me fall in love with them. I love the song so much. And the other song is Only One. For me, Only One is one of the sweetest and yet it's one of the sad song I've ever heard. Only One's lyrics. Click to see the lyrics translation.

I guess that's all I have to say about them, for now. Follow me on my Tumblr and my Twitter ! But once again, there'll be a lot of updates regarding Kpop.

10 Questions. Amni to Silah

2011-04-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

1. Pada awak, apa yang best sangat dengan Muse? Apa benda yang buat awak sampai gila-gila jadi Muse? Haha. Apa yang awak rasa special sangat dengan Muse sampai awak suka diorang gila-gila? **No worries, kita pun suka juga. Haha. Saja nak tahu pendapat awak**

2. Apa yang best dengan Faizal Tahir? Even though kita rasa awak dah kurang sikit dengan dia sekarang, tapi saja nak tahu why dia? Haha. Macam mana awak boleh suka dia gila-gila dulu, and now/

3. Apa first impression awak dekat kita dulu? Masa mula-mula kenal. Macam, pendiam ke kita ni or what?

4. Awak suka shopping tak? And kalau suka, awak suka beli apa?

5. Awak rajin masak tak dekat rumah?

6. Selalu tak kena marah dengan parents awak?

7. After ni awak nak sambung in apa? And nak buat apa? Jadi ke ambil course yang awak minat dulu?

8. Best tak ada kampung? Kampung awak macam kampung lama or kampung modern?

9. Haritu dekat blog awak ada letak gambar-gambar orang dekat sidebar. Tu cousins awak yang suka Muse juga ke?

10. Apa awak rasa pasal kita? Haha. Anything la, perangai kita ke apa ke. Yang awak suka and yang awak tak suka pasal kita. And best ke kawan dengan kita and kenapa if best and if tak?

Silah - Amni

2011-04-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

This is not about Kpop :D Or else, ehm, actually yes there is some thing about Kpop. 10 questions from Asilah to me!

1. Whale awak ada lagi?

Alhamdulillah ada lagi. Oh my whale! Paling and tersangat sayang, will need to buy new one if that one hilang. Haha.

2. Sejak bila awak minat K-pop?

After SPM! First of all, kita jobless. So tak ada benda nak buat. Tengok tv benda sama so yeah, nak try dengar Kpop plus pengaruh ramai gila la pula. Semua kawan-kawan gila Kpop, end up terminat pula. And now, bukan minat je, dah addicted terus.

3. Awak enjoy tak jadi single child?

Depends on situation. There are times kita happy sebab macam attention dekat kita. There are times stress sangat sebab kalau anything nak blame, kita yang kena. So anything will be dekat kita. Plus, bosan tak ada kawan nak bersembang or nak bergaduh. Seriously!

4. Dalam review awak pasal "The Resistance" (yang berkurun lamanya tu hehe), awak kata awak suka Uprising, Resistance dengan Undisclosed Desires. Kenapa ye? :)

Ooh. Haha. Kita pun tak tahu sebenarnya. Kita suka beat lagu tu and ehm, kita pun tak tahu awak. Kita macam selalu dengar so lama-lama kita jadi suka!

5. Awak tau tak macam mana nak block iTunes daripada 'sedut' semua lagu yang ada dalam PC? Sebab kita rasa macam banyak sangat Muse dalam iPhone ayah kita, almost 25% out of 400++ songs. 1/4 eh. Muse je, belum campur yang lain-lain lagi lol. Segan pulak rasanya.

Ooh, ada cara nak buat. Complicated oh. Awak cuba try tengok dekat Google. Ada juga diorang bagi guide. Kita buat pun kadang-kadang dia sedut juga!

6. Katakanlah kita ada tiket konsert lebih. Awak nak ikut kita tak? *bengong je soalan

Concert apa? Haha. Kalau ada ticket lebih, and macam kita tengah bermood nak ikut, kita on je. But kena bayar ke ticket tu or awak nak bagi free? Kalau bagi free, tak payah tunggu mood pun kita terus ikut je. Haha.

7. Awak suka warna apa?

Purple & Hijau & Pink. Tapi depends la. Bukan semua colour pink hijau purple kita minat. Ada certain-certain je. Bukan hijau yang neon tu. And bukan hot pink. And bukan light purple. Haha. Complicated :|

8. Awak tau tak maksud 'tau takpe'? *soalan ayah kita

Kalau dah tahu bagus la? Hahah. Entahla, tak pernah terfikir hahaha. Selalu guna je!

9. Best tak dapat kawan yang gila macam kita?

Tak ;p Haha. Best! Kita suka semua kawan kita sebab semua ada variety. Haha. Tak adalah satu style je. Ada macam-macam jenis tu yang seronok!

10. Last words untuk kita?

Awak pendiam! Haha. But yeah, bila awak dah warm up awak best sebenarnya. So, banyakkan bercakap lagi! Haha. Jadi macam kita, over betul asyik bercakap sampai letih nak bercakap. Haha.

Jessica Jung

2011-04-18T11:59:00.000+08:00

I was online just because I wanted to wish her on Twitter but I end up writing an entry too. Anyway, Jessica Jung is trending on TT list now and hope it will last. I wish they got Twitter so that they will see how much Sones love her.

Me, personally, I used to dislike you unnie. Mianhae. But that was before, before I know more about SNSD. Now, I love you so much that you are one of my top bias in SNSD. Take care of your health unnie and always remember that we Sones will always love you so effing much and we will always support you. No matter if there's antis or whatever, we will always stay by our SNSD unnies. I love you guys so much and I love you to our Ice Princess. Sergeant Sica, saranghae :)

Just wanted to share 18 facts (because she was born on the 18th day of April) about our Sica unnie with you guys :)

1. Jessica's show flew away once while performing Tell Me Your Wish Live.

2. When they flooded their dorm because they forgot to close the washing machine. everyone cleaned it up except for Jessica who was still asleep.

3. Jessica was once reported missing. Turns out that she was in a bathroom, sleeping.

4. Jessica once kicked Manager oppa to the pool.

5. She sleeps an average of 12 hours a day.

6. Sica and Tiffany have seen the first snow together for 3 years in a row. After seeing the first snow, Tiffany realized that Jessica was next to her and said "Ugh, again?" then they went to go eat chicken.

7. Jessica once said "Pretty girls are always nice" then Fany immediately said, "Then you must not be so pretty"

8. She explains the "Sica Effect" once. She said it is a state where the atmosphere suddenly turns cold at her presence.

9. On Arirang, She was once asked who her Bestfriend is and she answered it is Tiffany. Arirang gave them friendship Bracelets.

10. Sica and Taeyeon are the one's with the highest vocals.

11. Jessica walks like a sergeant.

12. When she is scared, she starts to make dolphin sounds and kicks anything at sight.

13. Key from SHINee is scared of Jessica

14. Jessica is once the most hated trainee ever. Why? She is said to date most of her oppa's in DBSK and Super Junior.

15. Jessica won the award,"Most Tempered" among KARA and SNSD members. She was voted by other boy Groups.

16. Once, she found a word so funny that she couldn't stop laughing.

17. Jessica told Tiffany that she was the team's hole beacuse her Oh! outfit number was zero.

18. She is dreadful when it comes to cooking.

That's all from me. Jessica Jung unnie, saranghae!

S♥NES LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SNSD ICE PRINCESS

Credits for pictures and facts.

Oh!

2011-04-14T08:49:00.000+08:00

I've always wanted to share my favorite song from SNSD. Not the one that I really love but the one that have a great impact on me. On myself. One is Dear Mom. Seriously, the song that makes me cry all the time. For me, when I read the translation, it was nothing emotional. It's a promise of a daughter to her mum. But yeah, when they sing it, and with the melody, I can't help but cry. I haven't watch the live performance yet because I can't. I wanted to but I might cry watching it so I'll have to hold on a little bit.

I watched a show when they performed the song, there was an interview with the girls. So Seobaby's mom came. It was so sad when I saw Fany cried because her mom passed away when she was little. And the whole SNSD was crying and I was crying too. I know it's hard to see your friends with their mother while you don't have one. Trust me, I know that feeling. So, yeah, I'm afraid that I might just end up crying again watching it. Just by listening to the song make me cry. And yes, it's sad for Yoona too. I'm not sure what happened to her but I saw on the internet that her mom left her. I'm not even sure about it so yeah, blame the people on the net that spread things like that if it's not true.

Next song is My Best Friend. I love it so much but still, it makes me cry to. Thinking how mean I was towards my friends. And how bad am I. Yes I know I'm not a good friend. Listening to the song just makes me cry. Yes, it's upbeat and supposed to be a happy song but I can't help it.

"There is only one of you in this world my friend

You’re my joy and my soul

I’ll continue to treasure our importance

I swear to God

I love you my friend

You’re my life’s present my friend

You’re my jewel. My miracle

I’ll protect my appreciative heart

Once again, I swear to God

I love you my friend"

"With faith and holding hands, no matter what I won’t be afraid. The word friendship may sound awkward, but I think that word was created. To describe us"

It has a very very deep meaning. And yes, a song to show that you appreciate your friend. I do appreciate my friends but I don't show it. I was mean to them, I was bad, I ignored them and such. But I do care. I don't show it and I hope you do know that I love you guys. One thing for sure, if you ever think that I don't need you guys in life, they I will never care when you text me, I will never answer your call, I will never make some time to meet you and I will never contact you. I can't show it to you guys anymore because I think it's nothing. I used to show how much I love that friend but nothing happened. So let me be. It will be okay if I am the only one who know whether you're important in my life or not. Please don't judge me.

My Birthday Wish

2011-04-13T07:33:00.000+08:00

Hello! Just a simple post for today. I wish it will be a simple post. Sometimes I just can't help myself but keep on writing and by the time I realize that I should stop, I've wrote too much. Seriously. Anyway, a few updates from me about SNSD and SJ! Haha. I have no other updates than this.

So on my birthday, I wished that ANY just any member of SJ will tweet in. Okay, I wasn't wishing that they will tweet to me, I know they won't and that's perfectly fine with me. But yes, I just want one of them to tweet on 9th April 2011. Heheh. So yeah, Heechul tweeted and Yesung tweeted. Yay Yay Yay. Yesung haven't tweeted for quite some time so when he tweeted I got kind of excited. Lol. Thank you for making my wish come true SJ oppa.

Ever heard of EunSiHae? They trended on TT list last two nights. It was because Siwon oppa bought a SK-W phone for EunHae oppa. I seriously don't know about this SK-W phone. Anyway, he bought the phone for EunHae and one for himself and that is as a friendship gift for them. Aww, that is so sweet of you Siwon. Seriously, I don't know if I will ever buy my best friend a phone, even when I'm rich .__.

About SNSD, they released their Run Devil Run Japanese version on my birthday! SNSD unnies, you guys love me right? Haha. I love it as much as I love RDR, the original version. Lol. For sure I will love it you guys, it was on MY birthday okay. Haha. Fany unnie looks very very beautiful but I can't find any of her picture. I don't know why, maybe because I wasn't active on Tumblr anymore haha.

P/s : Kyu oppa tweeted saying he's fine now. I guess that means he's really okay. Ehm. I wish he is. So many members tweeted last night. Seriously. And I was sleeping at that time. Urgh. Hae tweeted that he loves Titanic. Me too oppa, seriously Titanic is the best movie and the only movie that makes me cry over and over again.

P/s : I met a new friend and she's ELF! She's a friend of Asilah and okay, she's my dongsaeng. I'll be her unnie now. Lol. Glad to meet her! If you're reading this, the new friend is you Nik. Haha. **I'm seriously happy to have a ELF friend**

One Year Older

2011-04-09T08:06:00.000+08:00

I am eighteen now. Officially eighteen years old girl. Yes, I'm still a girl. Not yet a woman okay. Haha. Life has been quite okay for me these few days. Except two bad news regarding SJ yesterday. One is about the farewell concert and another is about Kyu. He had an accident. SJ members always had accidents. Hope this will not happen again.

I don't have much to say. I got nothing to say here, but well, I have a LOT of things to say in Twitter. So yeah, follow me. Lol. What a great way to promote my own Twitter? Haha. Thanks to those who wished me and yes, thanks to SuJu Generation's admin for ehm, wishing me and ask other SONELF to wish me .____. That is so sweet. And a BIG thanks to Shabihah for keeping me wide awake until 2 AM last night. Just because she said I can't sleep and we chatted with each other through FB Chat. Haish. She wasted my iPhone's battery too. So yes, thanks. Now I'm so sleepy that I can hardly open my eyes :|

It's Fantastic

2011-04-04T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hi! I just realized that I haven't updated for almost a week now. I'm not in the mood to blog actually. I am feeling super duper lazy right now. All I want to do is to drive. Anywhere. Haha. Too bad I HAVE to share the car with mum, and obviously, she controls the car. I can only drive when she's not going out which is going to be, ehm, never. I am now her driver. I have to drive her to buy foods and plus, to practice myself with auto car. I hope mum is going to buy me a car. But hmph, she said no. Not now. So yeah, stop saying I will get one. I know I won't.

Yesterday, Hanna Meera Jazrina and me went to Time Square. Hanna drove Jaz and me. Yippie. Haha. She's a good driver. I am the bad one here. Lol. I seriously am. Please do believe me. Haha. I went to buy some SNSD and SJ stuffs. Thank god there's Donghae's name tag. I love it even though I don't know how to read it. And I bought E-pop too yesterday. Got a poster of SS3 but too bad Hae's picture was taken from the side. Hmph. Anyway, I had a great time yesterday. Plus we went to the picture booth. Hee. It will be keep in my wallet because I love it so much. ♥

Anyway, today is Lee Hyukjae oppa's birthday! Our Eunhyuk oppa, SJ's dancing machine and SJ's monkey. Lol. I don't care whatever people call him, I will love him like other ELFs did. Indeed I love all of the members. I got a lot of friends who are celebrating their birthday today. A lot of people. So yeah, happy birthday to you guys. You guys are lucky to have the same birthday as Hyukkie oppa. For me, yes, you're lucky if you share the same birthday as SJ or SNSD members. Haha. Love love. I heard that Taiwan ELFs celebrated Hyuk's birthday at their dorm. I mean, outside of the dorm but yeah. They sang happy birthday and there were fireworks too. Daebak Taiwan ELFs. Oh, and #asiaANCHOVYday was trending too yesterday. I went online just for this print screen haha. I hope Hyuk oppa saw this. This is our present for you oppa. Hee.

P/S : Heechul oppa tweeted just now. After a long time. He haven't tweeted for weeks and now finally, he's back. Welcome back Heechul oppa. You have no idea how much I missed you! Hope you're okay now. And good luck Siwon and HAE oppa with your drama. All the best. I will always support you guys and yes, SJ members. SNSD too. Lol.

My Twitter

2011-03-29T19:54:00.001+08:00

Please do follow me. But yeah, it is full of K-pop for sure. 90% K-pop and 10% chat with my friends. My name is nuramniS. So yeah, search for it friends. Haha. I'm not really active with Facebook anymore so this is a new medium for me to connect with my friends.

My followers are mostly, ehm, strangers. I don't know them actually. Only a few are my friends. Most of them are like strangers and weird. Haha. I'm following a lot of people and 50% are SNSD and SJ fan based account and 20% SJ's member's twitter. Only 30% are my friends. Omo. What have gotten into me eh?

And I started tweeting on 15th December, and up until now, 29th March, there's 6464 tweets already and still counting. I retweet a lot of K-pop news especially about my idol group. So yeah, please bear with it if you want to follow me. Haha.

And for Sone and ELF, yes you can follow me. Lol. I tweet A LOT about them. Seriously. Even my friends can't stand that anymore I guess. Haha. I guess that's all for today. Tomorrow will be my another driving test. Please wish me luck. I'm number 7 and it's supposed to be a lucky number right. Plus, Donghae's name contains of 7 alphabet. Haha. It's supposed to be my luck tomorrow I hope. 7 is my number now. 7A's number 7 for driving test. 0__0

p/s : I changed my header. I kind of love this one more than before because it is some kind of closed up pictures of them. And gosh, they are all very beautiful. Well, for me yes, they're all so beautiful. And yes, today is Youngstreet 1st anniversary! We ♥ you so much Kim Heechul oppa. Saranghae.

JeTi

2011-03-28T10:44:00.002+08:00

I love this pairing now. Ehm. Their friendship, is more like frenemies from what they said on a show. Yes. I don't care about that. I adore their friendship. This shows opposite attraction like seriously. Fany is a very cheerful person and Sica looks cold even her nickname is Ice Princess. They complete each other. I love this so much and I ship this more than I ship Taeny now. But still, Taeny is on my top list too. Omo. Look at this fan video about them. Gosh. I seriously don't care about anything now because I just adore this girl so much. Jessica, you're on your way to be my top bias too :D

This kind of make me touched. I love this so much. Sorry if you don't ship this two together but I love this two so much. So yeah, it's not a problem for me if you don't like this. I know there are a lot of people who ship them :D And yes, it's not that I want them to be a real couple okay. I adore their FRIENDSHIP.

And anyway, I know there's a lot of people who ship Yoonhae but I'm sorry I don't really ship them. It's not that I hate them but I ship Haefany and Haesica more. But really, it's not really a big problem right? I ship Fany with every guy I guess especially Haefany and Heefany and Sifany. Yes, I told you I ship her with a lof of guys :| But yes, back to the main point, even though I don't ship Yoonhae, but I really don't hate them. Just it's not that they're on my top list. That's all. My Super Generation OTP will be HaeFany, HeeFany, SunSun, KyuYoung, TaeTeuk! Everyone have their own opinion right? So this is my own opinion. Super Generation all the way :D

Annyeong

2011-03-26T11:22:00.000+08:00

Hii! The K-pop freako is back. Yes, me. Who else. Aigo. There's nothing much to say, it's just that I haven't update my blog for 3 days and I kind of miss it. There should be nothing about K-pop in this post but yeah, I can't really help myself. My days have been quite good. I went to MARA yesterday, along with Hanna Ariffah and Raden. But end up spending hours in Sogo. Girls just can't stop themselves from shopping right? Haha. And then continue to shop for shawls, a few of shawls. Yes yes. Typical me. Oh yes, I bought a new wallet. Wallet I guess. Used mum's money first and I thought mum will be like, it's okay use my money, you don't have to pay me back, this is your present for your result or whatsoever, but no. Instead, this morning, she woke up and said, give me back my money that you borrowed yesterday. I was so disappointed but yeah, it's RM200 I wouldn't lend it to people that amount of money too I guess.

Hmph. My broadband limit is exceeding now. Keep on watching SJ and SNSD videos. I keep on laughing watching their videos and yes, when they cried, I cried too. Whoa. They're like my life now. I can't even think about my life without watching or listening to them in a day. I followed almost all of SJ members and waited for their tweet everyday. Anyway, for me, SJ member's Twitter is kind of weird right now. But yeah, I hope everything's okay. Heenim oppa is on hiatus now. Donghae oppa tweeted last night, which makes me smile. A picture of him with Eunhyuk oppa and Siwon oppa. Aww. Eunshihae is the best. Anyway, Donghae and Siwon oppa will be staying in Taiwan for 4 month if I'm not mistaken for their drama shooting. Whoa. I will miss Donghae oppa so effing much, but yeah, he will tweet so it's okay. Aigo. Okay okay. That's all I guess. Too much information I guess. Haha.

Seriously this chick reminds me of Onew oppa, cute. ♥

SPM 2010

2011-03-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

First of all, I didn't get straight As but still, I am proud of myself. Haha. I don't even think I could get 5 As at first but it turned out I got 7As. So that was beyond my expectation and a very very good thing for me. And plus, I got 2 B+ which is okay for me. I got B for Biology and Physics which ehm, I have never put hopes on. Physics mostly because it was the hardest paper of all. I was thinking that I will be getting a C for it but yeah, B+! Yeah. And then, Biology. I've always failed in this subject. Seriously. Form 5 is the worst year of all. I NEVER passed my Biology test. Even the monthly test. Gaah. And then I got a B for it. Yeay! I got so happy that I can't stop crying. Yeah, crying for getting B+ for my Biology. What a drama.

Seriously, I am the girl who would skip my Biology class, almost every class. So what do you expect? I keep on skipping my Biology class, every week. Go home at 1230 especially when I got a Biology class. And skip my Physics class. And ehm, ignore the teachers when they're teaching. Keep on listening to songs while the teachers are teaching. Lost in my own thoughts every time they're teaching. And lastly, ehm, skipped school when I got my least favourite subject. So yeah, getting a result like that, with that bad attitude is a good thing.

I got A+ for 2 subjects only, which is Mathematics and Additional Mathematics. Haha. Whoa. That was quite funny. Only got an A for Bahasa Melayu and Bahasa Inggeris and Sejarah! Another subject that I thought I would failed. A- for Pendidikan Islam and Chemistry. So now, I guess I can get into the Asasi right? Please. I want to be in there. Please please. But I have doubt about Asasi in Science or Asasi in Law. Haha. Since my Sejarah is an A. But then, still sticking with Science. I'm going to do Pharmacy insyaAllah :D

p/s : I've been heartless about this thing. The only reaction is that I cried. I don't feel any pressure and I was having fun with it. I am perfectly fine with my result. Congrats to all of my friends who got straight A's and even if they didn't get straight A's, don't give up. It's not the end of the world. Be like me, be heartless -__-" And thanks to SJ and SNSD for ehm, the songs. Haha. I kept on singing their upbeat songs this morning to distract myself. So yeah, thanks! Saranghae oppa, unnie :D

SS3 Malaysia

2011-03-20T08:00:00.000+08:00

Finally it was here yesterday. I'm not happy with it I'm not happy. Yeah, first because I was forced to follow mum, then because the function we're attending was like, very very near to the stadium where they held SS3. And next because we were lost and all that I knew is we were in front of the stadium. I was like, can I run right now? I want to see them so damn much but I wouldn't say that. As if I am that brave.

So I'm okay right now since they've went back to Korea and arrived safely. I just hope one thing, there'll be SS4. Please before any member went to army. I heard they're going soon, so please make the SS4 as soon as possible. Hee. I might just die if I can't attend that one too.

I guess that's all. I am super duper sad and frustrated I can't even write here. It's just that sad okay. I got like, more than 3 chance to go to SS3 and because of that dinner (which is so effing boring I can't even stop yawning) I have to let go the chances. First chance, I can just buy the tickets with my money. Second chance, I can try to win the competition so that I got free tickets. Next, I can buy a ticket for like half price the original price. And yes, there are some more. It's just that dinner that blocks everything or else I'll be there in the stadium.

Please come for SS4, quickly, SJ! I love you guys so muchh :'D

Shining Star

2011-03-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

They're obviously my shining star. I love them all so much right now. Oh dang. I love you guys. Only God and Raden knows I cried when I can't go to your SS3. And only I know myself how frustrated I am for not going. How I complaint at Raden about those, with a big smile on my face while I am dying inside. Only I know myself how I am jealous with others whose going tomorrow. But then have fun guys. This is half hearted but yeah, have fun. I will watch my SJ from afar. From home. I am forced to the dinner if not, I will be there for you guys SJ. Argh. I am so so so sad right now. Soon, my timeline on Twitter will be flooded with your news. Hmph. I will try to be okay. Please take care SJ. I know you're not reading this, but still, saranghaeyo!

P/S : I love this video but I pitied Heenim and Ryeowook for not having the chance to say saranghaeyo. I wanted them to say it. SJ, rock the SS3 KL! Saranghaeyooo

Mucho Much

2011-03-17T10:55:00.001+08:00

I failed my JPJ test. Section 2. I passed my Section 1 though, the one that I am scared the most at. Finally, I passed it but have to repeat the section 2 next week. Haha. That's okay, got to practice with Kancil later. It is so freaking hard using Kancil. I don't know why. I've been doing great using Viva but then we have to use Kancil. So what else, try it and failed. Haha.

Anyway, SJ is coming tomorrow. Concert is the day after tomorrow. I am so sad right now. Argh. But then what to do. I have to be happy for others who'll attend the show. I am not attending but that doesn't mean that I am supposed to be sad right? Ehm, I am supposed to be sad actually. Anyway, I am fine. It's just that I am more disappointed in not attending SS3 than failing my JPJ test. How's that? Haha.

I am going out soon with Raden and Ariffah. My bestfriends who've passed their JPJ test. Raden has been fetching me for breakfast and all, we've been going out with each other almost every week. Haha. So yeah, today is another one. This post is bad, I know. I kind of lost my passion into writing today. Hahah.

Please mind the tabs! 4 Super Junior tabs. That shows how much I love SJ. And mind the people I'm following too. Mostly is SJ/SNSD fanbased site. Haha.

They're All Mine

2011-03-14T14:51:00.001+08:00

Yes, they're mine, in my K-pop fantasy world. I can't have them for real, and no, I don't even want them in real life. It's pretty normal to admire them, and call them your boyfriend or husband right? Ehm, I think it's pretty normal because it's not like that really means you're their girlfriend or wife. Haha. Let me introduce you guys with my boyfriends! Please mind the 's' because there's not only one, but quite a few. Before this, I've been posting about the girls I adore right, now, it's time for the guys. First of all, I don't really stay with them for a long time. I keep on changing my mind and keeps on changing the guys. So, yeah, sorry. That's why my friends called me a player now.

Lee Donghae. He is my first boyfriend NOW. Before it was Kim Bum but since I got involved with this Super Junior thing, and addicted to it, I fall for this guy. He's not the first member in SJ that I fall for. He's the 3rd one but I love him the most now. I don't really have a reason for falling for him. I just can't get him out of my mind now. I kept on thinking about him. And yes, saving his pictures. I would say that I am kind of too into him right now. It's normal too right? I am a fan anyway. I want to meet him the most right now and the fact that I can't go to SS3 is more painful since I can't see him, LIVE. Aigo. He is paired up with Eunhyuk with the name Eunhae. I don't know if it's even real or not, as they got 'married' during SS3 Taiwan. Lol. I believe they're closed with each other since yes, they've been together for years. So it's not really weird right for them to be really close. So I will try not to misunderstand them. Lol. Plus, I ship him with Fany. Haefany is my second favorite pairing. Just love seeing them together even though they don't really have much interaction between each other.

Lee Jinki (Onew) I fall for this guy, right after watching Hello Baby SHINee. Everything about him is so cute. I love him too. I decided that he's going to be my number 2 because, I don't know. I think about Donghae more than I think about him. Well, obviously because I got Donghae's pictures all around me. So back to Onew, I find that he's very very cute. He's got that funny character and I keep on falling for him, day by day. His smile is so cute, his obsession towards chicken is so funny yet cute because both of us are obsessed with chicken. Hmph. I don't really know how to express this with words. You will fall for him, no doubt about it. I think so. If you're me. And his vocal, gaah, I love it so much. His voice is one of the best and that makes me love him more. Yes, he's the leader of group SHINee and he suits the position very well.

Choi Siwon. The first guy I fall for in SJ. I don't know why but I think because of his feature. I don't really know why I fall for this guy. Ehm. Sorry, but I seriously don't know. All that I know is, it's kind of fall in love at first sight. I just know it that I like him from the first time I saw him. And, I ship him with Fany. They look so cute together. I know I know, they're all closed with each other but I just ship them. It's not that they NEED to get married or whatever. I just love looking at them being close with each other. I guess that's all. I love him.

Kim Jonghyun. I fall for this guy for his character in Hello Baby. His voice is super duper best. He got the husky voice, for me, and the best voice in SHINee. Yeah, Onew lost to him in this. But that's my opinion. They have their own identity though. He's very ehm, outspoken I guess. I don't know. Just watch him in Hello Baby and you'll know his character. Yet, I find it so so interesting and I keep on falling for him. I'm looking forward to watching Hello Baby because of him and Onew. No other reason. He's funny too I guess. Not that funny but the way he act is so funny. So yeah, he's one of my boyfriend I guess. Haha.

Cho Kyuhyun. This guy. I fall for his voice. And his cuteness. I don't know much about him yet. But he's the second guy I fall for in SJ. Remember me saying Donghae is third, then, Kyuhyun is the second one. The maknae. The cutest maknae. I don't know. I love his deep voice so much. His vocals is so powerful. He's one of the best vocalist in SJ. I love how he's addicted to games, just like how I used to be before. Hmm. I don't know. I can't find any reason to fall for this guy. It's just that, he's the one. Heheh.

The guys with smaller pictures, they are all my number three. I can't really tell who'll come first. I love them all so much now. I know they're from SJ and SHINee only, but what can I do? They beat the other. Yaah, I got at least one favorite guy in each group. Yonghwa from CN Blue, GDragon from Big Bang, Seulong from 2AM, Junsu from 2PM, Jungmin from SS501 and the list goes on and on. You know I am a player now. I fall for them easily and sometimes I let them go easily too. Let's hope that it will last for these guys.

p/s : In SJ and SHINee, actually, I love all of the members especially all SJ members that I know. I don't really know Hankyung Kangin Kibum Zhoumi and Henry. But I will get to know them because, they're all one family. Once I love one of them, I will love all of them. No one to hate just like how I love SNSD. Am thinking of posting a post about SJ later. Why I love them and such. Ehm. I am a fan of SME I guess. But ehm, still, I support others too! No worries.

P/S : Sorry for the super duper long post. And pictures, I got it all from Google.

Please Be Safe

2011-03-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

As soon as I heard about the earthquake thing in Japan, I got so scared. I cried because the only thing that I care for that time is, I hope Shabihah will be okay. I don't know why but she's the only person who came out of my mind. I was so scared if anything happened. Yes, I am scared if something happened in Malaysia too. Who wouldn't. Let's pray for others safety. InsyaAllah we will get through it. Hopefully nothing will happen. Let's just pray.

And, lastly, it is quite funny when I saw SS3 Taiwan was on the TT list on Twitter. Yes, I do care about the Super Junior member. I care a lot. I even care about the other SNSD and such even though they're in Thailand. I care about everyone now. Oh, maybe SuJu member is a lot more as that Taiwan is a small island and it's quite dangerous and risky. Just be positive people. Everything will be alright, please hope that it will be alright. I don't know, this is my opinion. I care for the ELFs too, but yeah, just don't make it as a big deal people. Pray. For. The. Best.

p/s : I don't know why but I just think I need to post something up here. I got so scared on Twitter so I left my Twitter. I will keep on reading the fanfiction. I don't know.

Everything going to be fine. InsyaAllah.

Heartbreak

2011-03-10T08:35:00.001+08:00

Yeah, a few things that kind of break my heart. Very very much. I am disappointed that I'm not that into Kpop before, before I got some plans on 19th March because if I am into that by that time, I am surely going to SS3. I regret that now. Super duper regret it. Well, yeah, I don't have that much money but I can at least borrow some from my mum. But now, I heard they got some more seats, and guess what? I still can't go since mum have already bought a ticket for me for a dinner. Yaah. I want to go to SS3 so freaking much that I wanted to cry last night knowing that I won't be going.

I am super duper jealous to whoever, whether I know them or not, who's going to the show. Please please please, bring them again next year. I promise you that I will go, if I have nothing in my plan. But still, I wanted to go. I want to see them, live. So this Hally thing has really gotten it's way into me right? I am now head over heels for this Kpop thing and I am now officially crazy.

The next news is, Park Jung Min, yes, the first Korean guy I fall for before, years before, is coming to Malaysia too. And what's the best thing is, he's coming on my birthday. And the best of the best is, the ticket is too expensive. Well, for a jobless person like me who only received allowance from her mother once a month, it is expensive. So yeah, skip that too I guess. Plus, if I wanted to go, I will have to pay before this Saturday. Where the heck am I supposed to find that money. Haha.

I really hope that SNSD is coming to Malaysia. And Big Bang. I don't want to miss out on that thing. Please. I don't care what, but if SNSD is coming, all that I know is I am going to buy the ticket. I don't care. And yes, if Big Bang is coming too, I am going too. With Raden of course. But I look forward for SNSD and Super Junior's show more. This is just so sad.

P/s : My next post will be about the guys. HAHA. Whom I am in love with. I haven't really told you about them yet right? I've been into these girls and not really the guys. Wait for it. :D

The Dorky Leader

2011-03-09T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hey, what's the date today? It's 9th March! One month more until my birthday. But that's not important. The important thing is that, today is Kim Taeyeon's birthday! Yes that leader. That cute dorky leader. She's turning 22 this year, 23 in Korean age.

She's one of my bias, as you can see, there's a picture of her, yes, sidebar. A picture of her with Sunny. I love this leader so much and words can't explain why I love her. It's just that day by day, I keep on loving her more. Yah. How many times do I have to mention this again, I am straight. Not a lesbian yet. So yeah, she's cute. I hope she's enjoying her birthday with the other members today and having fun all the way.

Her voice, is so amazing. I love her voice so much. She suits the place as the vocalist and yes, leader! Listen to her solo, you'll know what I mean. Well for my expectation, she reaches it. Her voice is too good. Hers and Tiffany's. The other as well! Her personality is just so cute. And yes, their chant "Right now, it's SNSD" was made by her. Gaah. I love this girl. Please forgive me for being like this but yeah, I can't really help it though.

I still remember it, when the song Gee was so hit and a friend of mine asked me to listen to the song. Taught me how to dance to the song too. Since that day, I dig for them. It's just not too obvious I guess. I got the song Gee for like 2 years in my phone now, and keeps on updating with more songs from them. This girl group is one of the reason for me to enter this Hallyu world. The boy group was SS501 and now it is Super Junior for no reason again. Ehm. Yeah, SNSD seems to be the first group that I ever know, and it's been my favorite group. Until now, it's still SNSD and I hope it won't change even though there's more to come. They will always be my number one!

SNSD, all the way.

♥ Taeyeon ♥ Jessica ♥ Sunny ♥ Tiffany ♥ Hyoyeon ♥ Yuri ♥ Sooyoung ♥ Yoona ♥ Seohyun ♥

SiFany!

2011-03-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

Yes. I am for SiFany couple. HAHA. I don't know why but maybe because the two of them are my biases so I do love to see them together. So now, I'm watching some videos on YouTube. Some SiFany moments. I told you once that I dislike these pairings, but actually what I meant was pairings which is GirlGirl pairing or BoyBoy pairing. Other than that, I guess that's quite okay. So I found this one post on Tumblr, that showed Tiffany hugged Siwon, backstage I guess. So cute. I love it. Sorry if you don't find this couple cute, but I really do. Hee. This is just for fun by the way. It's not that I ask them to get married soon in real life, but if they want to, why not? Hahahaha.

Bye. Just a quick one.

16th March

2011-03-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

Whoa. I got quite a lot of countdowns now. 3 more days until Taeng's birthday which I can't wait at all. I don't know why but I keep on waiting for her birthday. Maybe because that also means that on her birthday, my birthday is going to be in one month time. As you know, Taeng is one of my biases, so it is not really weird for me to wait for her birthday right? I am waiting for every SNSD's member birthday too. Next on my countdown is Nuzul's birthday. On the 11th March. Next will be my driving test! Omo. On 16th March. Seriously, everything is happening in March right? Plus SPM results too even though I don't know when it's coming out. And lastly, 26th March for Alif's birthday. I guess, I just guess that's all. I am afraid that I left out some important date.

Taengoo !

I don't think I'm doing okay with my driving lesson. I sucks at it. I don't know how do I even move the car. Grr. I swear that this is the last time I will ever drive a manual car. Seriously, I hate manual car. Have I told you before that I got my hand swollen for a day after my driving class, my second driving class. Dang. I can't even sleep for the whole night. I am going crazy. Aish.

Oh, I just checked the idols birthday list. Damn it. I forgot Hong Ki's birthday. And tomorrow will be FT Island's Jonghun birthday. I wish you happy birthday oppa. Haha. And I wish you happy belated birthday Hong Ki! I love them all, yes, but I'm not the kind of person who would remember the idol's birthday all the time. Haha. Plus, I'm still new with K-pop right. So I guess it's okay for me to not remember all of their birthday.

And last one, see the difference with my blog? I changed my header. It's SNSD now. But please don't misunderstood me. I am a fan of SNSD, but I do enjoy myself with other groups too. I have my own biases in each group though. But yeah, my number one is SNSD and Super Junior and number 2 is 2AM along with Big Bang and number 3 is 2PM and T-ara. I just can't make up my mind on which to really love actually. Hee. I wouldn't mind if people asks me to listen to songs from other groups, I would love to. Please do tell me if you have suggestions alright? I don't want to know only some of the groups, I want to know them all. I tried to search for songs on Yahoo! Answers from what others ask, but still, I think I've already downloaded almost all of the suggestions. I need more.

Mum asks me to stop. I need to go now. Will update soon, later. Lots of love. Xxx